A Broken Silence

                                    

                                          
   It was absolute chaos. The yelling the screaming the cursing, the arguments, all of it was complete chaos. And from the looks of it this wasn't going to end. On all sides we were being blamed and yelled at or accused of this or better yet turning on each other. The once strong united front that we were able to build back up was now completely broken and from the looks of it un-repairable. 
                          
  I knew that this moment was going to come. I mean ever since the beginning it was leading up to this huge blow up.  Our management was clearly not doing what we were promised in the beginning and because of them our fans have now lost complete faith in us. Our parents are acting like nothing is happening and are lashing out on the fans; who in all honesty have a point in the things they have said so far.  Yes they are right in saying that we should have been more prepared, yes we should have taken some control in all this and not just let management make all our decisions for us, but they can not blame everything only on us. We know that they work day in and out just to help get us where we are now and we are extremely grateful for that. Yes they work more like our management team then our actual fans and hell we know that with out them we'd be nothing right now. We know that they petitioned and nagged to get us a deal with a label. We know they spend endless nights not sleeping to vote for us on those polls and that they practically harass every radio station in the nation and worldwide just so that our songs our played.  We know all of that about them and we also know that they know us even though we say they don't. 
                          
They were even the ones to figure out Camila and Lauren's feelings towards each other before those two even noticed it. They are the sole reason why we are here in this moment and it sucks that our team, our label, and even some of our parents are treating them like they are complete idiots when they aren't. I know that they saw through that bullshit statement that management wrote up for us and we knew that it wasn't going to go over well with them. We wanted to tell our fans the real truth about what happened. We wanted to tell them that our team took on a task that they weren't prepared for. We wanted the fans to know that it wasn't our choice to cancel or performance because again they knew we wanted this performance more then anything. We wanted to tell the fans the complete truth from everything involving the misunderstands and the lack of communication but again management blackmailed us into doing what they wanted. They wrote up a statement and told us to post it on our tumblr account then to just step away from social media till tomorrow.  They forced us into taking this blame that none of us wanted. They had basically threatened to take away our contract and black ball us through the entire industry if we hadn't, and through all that our parents or should I say Camila's mother and Lauren's father just stood in the back and let it happen. Not caring once about how them taking Managements side would affect all of us. 
                          
"They are still yelling at each other in there" I hear Mani say from behind me as I just stare at the tv trying to block it all out
                          
"How would you react if the person you were dating flat out acts like you never existed while in front of all your high end celebrity friends after an already fucked up night?" I ask her 
                          
"Whoa okay Ally I get it it's rough but this is Camila and Lauren we are talking about here if those two can't get through all this bullshit together how the hell are we suppose to get through it? I mean we still have to look put together for tomorrow and from the looks of it we are only falling apart" Mani tells me in a worried tone
                          
"I know but Mani what Camila did last night wasn't right. I get that we were all together at the same party and that it wasn't just Camila there and that it was great that Taylor invited us but Camila was still in the wrong. After last night she knew very well that our fans were going to be extremely pissed and not happy with us. Yet instead of going with a united front and post pics of all of us together being an actual group and trying to make the most of the night she decides to just disappear on us and hide out with Hailie and her little tight group with Taylor. Again I can't be mad at Taylor because she invited us all to her after party and tried to interact with all of us but Camila chose to just write us off once all the paparazzi cameras disappeared." I tell her trying to explain the seriousness of it