Chapter 8

                                    

                                          
That bitch going to pay I know violence isn't the answer but I'll rock her shit because what the fuck 
' is it out yet?' I asked Solana she's getting stuff out of my hair from what happened. ' almost' she said. .  ' I'm going to rock her shot'. I said Solana  eyes widen.  ' since when you're violent?'  I'm normally not the violent type but sometimes that shit is. Necessary. 
'   She's embarrassed me in-front of everyone and I can't just let that shot slide'.   She's laughs at me.  
'. We're not going to hurt any bitches not right now at-least' Solana said I roll my eyes  she got the things out my hair 
She's-done so  I had to go to the bathroom while I'm in the restroom she's lays down on my bed and sees my pills   ' what the fu-' she's says to herself 
I came back.  ' you had a panic a attack?' She asked and has the pill container in her hand.  ' yeah I did'. I said.  She start to look concerned 
'. Did you have a flashback?'  She asked.  ' yeah and that night at Gavin party a guy touched me while I was walking home'.   
Solana very protective once it comes to my panic attacks and everything 
' why you didn't tell me?' She asked
' because it wasn't a big deal plus I'm fine Gavin was there so I'm. Fine'. I said and  sat on my bed
'Okay i believe you but next time tell me you know I'm always here to help'. She says I hug her. ' I know'. 
Hours later Solana left and I went to the skatepark  it's one of safe spaces to where I can do whatever I want if I'm skating I'm writing I'm not writing I'm skating  if I'm not skating I'm listening to music 
If not that then it's art   I skate for a bit.  Practice my skills I'm a little rusty  I tired but    I almost fell and my board was trying to roll away until someone stopped it 
 '. Where do you come from?' I asked Gavin 
' I'm everywhere'. He says in a creepy voice I laugh. ' you okay from earlier?  He asked me I knew he was about it.  ' I'm okay even though it was embarrassing as hell' I said and started riding my skateboard 
' I'm sorry about Monica shes a -'
'. Jealous bitch who can't get over a over a boy' I said.  He smiles and laugh.   ' yeah she's mad because she thinks we're a thing'    Ms and him a thing?   Don't make throw up I mean he's a good guy and a good friend and easy to talk but I don't. See myself dating him 
Even though I get lost in his eyes and he's always there doesn't mean I want to date him 
' don't make me laugh' I stop riding 
'  I mean we'll make a good couple' he says and looks at me. ' I'll date you when a pig fly'. I said and look at me and we lock eye contact again 
Damn,  not again not this shit again 
And the weather perfect and it's about to be sunset.   This seems romantic ew   'Come with me' he said.  He grabs me hand and takes me to the exact same spot we were before a couple weeks ago 
We wasn't far from it  And we sat. 
' why we here?' I asked
' so you can see the sunset'. He said. I like that he members the little stuff it's I don't want to say it but it's kind of cute
' are you only doing this because of the bet?' I asked    ' what if I wasn't'.  He looks at me   ' then I might believe you'.  I said and we watched the sunset  and I put my head in his shoulder he noticed 
'  can we just stay like this?'  I said
' yeah whatever you want luv'
The next day 
I renter school not looking at where I'm going and bumped into someone 
' holy shit I'm sorry' I said and oh my god  the boy is beautiful but I never seen him before ' it's okay I wasn't looking either ' the boy said my eyes eyes lit up. 'Are you new because I've never seen around before?' I asked while looking at his beautiful eyes. And his hair is perfect 
' yeah I'm looking for ' he looks at the paper he got from the office 
' Kira Jenkins yeah her she's. Supposed to be helping me around I guess I don't know '.  He says. In kind  of in confusion. ' that's me  I'm Kira nice to meet you' I said. 
' I'm Peter'