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School
The days passed by quickly, I already started school a few days ago. I already made new friends, and I thought I would die. But hey, we are all a little bit to dramatic. If you ask me. It's lunch time, Aiden said he will wait for me in front of the cafeteria doors. So I'm on the way to the cafeteria. As I pass the students, I slowly arrive at the destination. 
And there he is, my only best friend. The only friend I had, ever. I walk up to him and he gives me a tight hug. "Honey" he says while hugging me. "Let's head inside" I say, breaking the hug. We enter the cafeteria and I swear I'm already hungry. "Go sit down with the boys, I will bring your food. Honey" Aiden says, putting his hand on my back and pushing me soft to the table where the boys sit.
I sit down and Ace already shows me his pearly smile. "How was your day, doll" Ace leans closer to me and winks as he says the nickname he has for me 'doll'. "Good, I guess" I shrug with my shoulders and I hear Ice laugh. "Bro, stop scaring her off" Luca says, turning my face to him. Yeah, these boys are a lot to handle. But I'm happy that I'm not always around them. 
"Honey" Aiden's voice brings me out of my trance and I see a Tablet with food on it. "Thank you, Aiden" I say and begin to eat. "I always have wondered, why you are calling her Honey?" Ace asks Aiden and put his face on his hands, with the curious look on his face. "It was the time, where we were like 8&10" Aiden begins to laugh as he thinks about the memory. 
"Sunny was obsessed with honey, she had it all over her face.. so I guess that made me creative" Aiden laughs and his eyes meet mine. "She is my Honey" he says with a bit softness in his voice. "She's to sweet" Ice says, putting his arm around my shoulder. "I mean, look at her" shows my face to the boys and smirks at me. "I would kill any boy, just for her" Ice adds and leans back. "And I have to kill you, for touching her" Aiden mumbles but a smile is on his face plastered.
In the past few days, I really grow on them. Bryan is also, a good person to chill with. He tells you the truth. "Bryan" my head snaps to the left and I travel my eyes up the frame of this tall human being. And there he is, Bryan C'melo. He has dark brown hair, that falls him on the forehead. Emerald green eyes and a pretty face. (Not Only his face) *winkie wink* 
His emerald green eyes meet mine crystal blue ones. He sits down and pushes ice away from me. "Hey" I say quietly and his face turns to face me. "How are you" his eyebrows raise and a little, tiny, small smile appears on his lips. "Good" his deep voice says. "I'm happy for you" I answer and he looks back to the boys. "I need to go to the toilet" I say quietly and stand up from my seat. 
I rush out of the cafeteria to the toilets. I could feel my hands shaking and my head spinning. Trying to breath. With my shaky hands I close myself in the cabinet and let myself fall onto the ground. "Sunny" I would always recognize his voice. "I'm going to break in, so answer me before it's to late" no sounds from me, just my struggling gasps. 
I watch the door as it breaks and Bryan steps inside. His eyes meet mine and as soon as he saw me, he wraps his arms around my body. "Hey, hey, what's wrong" his voice cold but soft at the same time. "Sunny" I can hear his voice tremble as he says my name. I had all of my life, panic attacks. But today, now they are a lot to handle. The first time in these years, I couldn't calm myself down.

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          

🟩𝕭𝕽𝖄𝕬𝕹🟩
After the moment in the school toilets, Sunny and I didn't speak. Or better to say, Sunny ignores me. The weekend was there, I hadn't plans. So I just stayed home and was having a good time with my Family. "Bryan," I love my mom, to death. "Can you bring me my phone?" I nod and stand up. I would do anything for my mom, she is my whole world. Of course I love my father also, but mom has a different place in my heart. (Don't tell my dad, tho)
"Thank you, Bo" I look a little bit confused at my mom, she knows I hate nicknames. "Eww" I close my eyes and pretend I didn't hear anything thing. "Don't be a brat, you love it" mom pinch's my cheek and a big smile on her face. Just for her smile, I would go through with everything.. *eye roll* 
I sit down on the couch next to my brothers. My older brother, Benjamin is a bit of a grumpy ass. "You took my space" he growls at me. "Don't be so, grumpy ass" I mumble and slide a bit to the left so he can have his space back. Benjamin and I doesn't look alike, he has the genes of our Uncle. Benjamin has light brown short hair and big grey eyes. His tan is little bit darker than mine. But we have the same smile and nose. (I would loved it, if he hadn't the same smile) 
"Bryan" I look to my left and meet Hazel eyes. The same eyes, our mother has. "Billie" I say and lean back. Billie is my younger brother, he is 16 but I swear I love him. He looks just like mom, but in a manly way. He has her Hazel eyes and her dark blonde hair. His tan is light like moms and his lips are small like hers. Just the nose he got it from dad. Big. Billie is just 3 years younger than me and Benjamin is 3 years older than me. 
"Can you drive me to my Friends house?" He asks me and looks with puppy eyes at me. God damn, what is he a baby? "You're a Boy, you know that?" I ask and he lets go of the look. "Bryan be a good big brother and drive him" mom says and I want to roll my eyes but I can't. "Fine" I mumble standing up and kicking my little brother off the couch. Billie is a sweetie, and with his sweetness he wins the hearts of our parents. 
But then again, I love them all. But let's not tell them. Before they go sweet on me. "Come, asshole" i grab Billie by his shirt and drag him with me to the garage. I get in the car and he does the same. He opens his mouth to say something but I look him dead serious in the eyes. "Don't you dare" he nods and leans back after putting the seatbelt on. I'm really wondering, how he will ever manage a girl? Like how will he deal, if she broke his heart.. he is to sweet. Or is he gay and likes boy? Never mind. 
I don't want to know. I don't care if he loves to suck dicks or to break cats. All that matters is that he is happy. 
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Here we are again, the end. I hope you don't mind my language or bad words..🥰 but it makes me happy to have people actually read this. 
I'm still sick but I'm to nervous to wait to be healthy again. I can't stop writing another chapter, I hate to wait.. and I know some of you, also hates it to wait. 😭 
It drives me crazy if I need to wait weeks for a chapter so, I feel you! 🤍