𝓕𝓸𝓻 𝓦𝓸𝓻𝓼𝓮 𝓞𝓻 𝓕𝓸𝓻 𝓑𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻

                                    

                                          

You don't remember why.. how when and why it started
The only thing you're aware of is that pedri hasn't spoken to you for longer than you thought he could 
The last time you heard from him was two weeks ago
When He was playing against sevilla And then he just vanished from the face of the earth 
You talked to Gavi hoping you could get some answers from him 
But to your surprise Gavi said that he hasn't seen him ever since 
You texted Pedri's mom she said something about him being out of the country 
She seems cluless too 
You felt terrible because he just left without saying anything
Like you don't even know whether he's alive or not at this point 
{ Tonight } 
You tossed and turned in your bed 
As insomniac as ever 
It was 3 am and apparently you weren't gonna fall asleep anytime soon so 
You decided to text pedri again and he actually replied ! 

 Though it was not the response you were expecting but you were glad he's safe 
 Still you didn't fully trust that because pedri is naturally an introvert when it comes to emotions he never truly gets vulnerable or talks about what's bothering him and it sucks because nobody deserves to carry such heavy burdens and especially him 
 There was only one person who would know where pedri is no matter what the circumstance is 
 His manager whom pedri never allowed you to speak to but you were left with no choice so you just hit him up hoping he wouldn't turn you down 
He eventually gave you pedri's adress and he was literally at a hotel this whole time 
" Why is he in a damn hotel? " you tought 
 " Anyways I have no time to question this " you told yourself
You got up to get ready because it was literally 4 am and it was freezing outside plus the hotel is almost an hour and a half away 
 { Later at 5:30 }
 You finally arrived at the hotel and the receptionist led you to his room 
 " I'm fine from here , thank you" you told him sending him off 
 Your heart was beating like crazy 
 You were nervous but also scared because what if he doesn't want you to be here well clearly he doesn't but still 
 " Pls God" you whispered while knocking on his door
 He didn't respond at all 
 " He's probably sleeping" you Whispered to yourself and proceeded to knock ...Still no answer
 You got tired and decided to head upstairs to book a room the moment you started walking away you heard the door unlock revealing an exhausted puffy eyed pedri 
 The second he made eye contact with you he immediately slammed  the door in your face ( ugh this bitch ) 
 You got closer to the door and started knocking hysterically
 " Pedri open the fucking door " you said almost yelling
 " I don't wanna wake people up" 
 Minutes have passed and stubborn pedri didn't let you in 
 You sat down at his door
 " I'm not leaving and you know that " 
 " Y/N stop acting like this and go back home already" he said almost whispering
 From his tone you could tell that he was so tired he sounded like he hasn't slept in ages 
 " I missed how you sound " 
 You blurted out of nowhere
 Such statement somehow made pedri unlock the door and move away to the room's window
 You quickly got up and bursted into his room 
 It was a freakin mess 
 Shirts thrown everywhere empty cans of beers, wine bottles which made the room stink however you ignored all of that and ran towards pedri hugging him like you will never get to do that again 
 " I missed you I missed you I missed you " you constantly said with tears running down your face 
 Pedri instantly broke down crying you've never seen him cry as hard as he did tonight
 You didn't know what to do so you just pulled him closer to you rubbing his back " shh you're gonna be just fine I'm here love I'm here " you reassured him 
 " I'm S-sorry " he said out of breath 
 " Don't say anything pedri just breathe okay? In and out come on" you helped him calm down and catch his breath 
 He did as you said Then he let go of you and went to sit on the edge of the bed 
 He kept staring blankly at the floor 
 " You don't have to talk about it"  You softly told him 
 " Even if I want to I don't think I can " 
 " You're probably sick of being with someone like that" he added chuckling
 " I'm not . And this is what love is about. You have to be there for that person for worse or for better " you replied approaching him 
 " We all go through hard times there's absolutely nothing wrong with that love " you kissed his forehead 
 " I promise you from now on I will learn how to talk about what's wrong instead of just shutting you out " pedri mumbled hugging your waist 
 " Let's go on a vacay ! things have been a bit tense lately " you recommended rubbing his back 
 " Yeah I thought the same " 
 " I love you more than anything" he blurted 
 " I love you too but let's not take your ugly car pls" you said laughing
 " Oh my God Y/N it's not uglyy " he said slightly hitting you
 " Me or her hurry hurry me or her !!! " you said jokingly
 " Definitely her " pedri replied laughing his heart out