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Today rolled around pretty quickly. My alarm was going off, it was 6 am so I rolled out of bed and took myself to my en-suite to grab a shower and get myself ready for today. Once I was done I headed over to my walk-in wardrobe and picked an outfit. 
I put on black jeans, a white tee with a white hoodie, and my white airforce. I headed to my kitchen, grabbed my car key, and slid out the door. I walked to the lift in the apartment block, living on the top floor was never really my intention but I fell in love with the apartment when I saw it. It will do until I can find the right area to build exactly what I want and what I envision.
I walked into the lift and pressed the basement level where the car park was kept. Upon reaching the bottom I walked over to my sweet car Rover.
I unlocked her and jumped in the driver's seat. She was the first thing I brought once I started making my own money. Before starting the engine I plugged in my phone and blasted some Kid Laroi getting myself psyched for today.
Pulling up to the studios I saw Billie and Finneas pulling up as well. I pulled into my spot. I could feel myself getting nervous, my hands started to become sweaty, I took a deep breath and got out locking the car and checking it was locked. I headed for the doors, unlocked them, and went in the direction of my office.
I sat down in my chair, then in she comes again. "Bil mate you need to knock, I could be doing anything in here" I exclaimed. "In case you forget y/s/n I own half this place so I can do what I want, and I don't care as long as you're not doing her I don't care" She's referring to Kendall, she hates how she treated me in the past. I get she's just looking out for me, my face instantly went red and she knew. I looked at my MacBook to try and avoid her gaze. 
"Don't tell me, she's coming isn't she?" I just nodded. "For fuck sake y/n when will you learn she uses you till she gets a boyfriend or PR then you get dropped again like nothing" It is true, she's not lying, but this girl means everything to me, I might not to her, but to me I worship the ground she walks on. I would do anything for her. 
The story goes the same every time. She ends it with her boyfriend after a few months and comes back to LA, she hits me up, we hook up on the low for weeks until someone else comes along then she ghosts me. Then I go and mess around with a load of girls she comes crawling back. It's been that on repeat for the last 2 years. But I let her but she holds a place in me I can't give up. Billie is the only one that knows every detail. 
"I don't think I'll ever learn but I can't help myself" I groan and chuck my head back on my chair. "yeah y/n she's fit but she also knows what she's doing to you, it's not fair" I sigh in defeat, unlock the Mac and put my head into work as a distraction. 
Lunchtime rolled around so Bil and I headed to taco bell as always. 
You (italic)
Billie (bold)
So how's it going? I started to dig into my fries.
It's going okay, not a lot of progress today but eventually it will start to take shape.
That's it though everything is always slow burning till you find a rhythm then you'll be smashing it. Not that you don't already smash it you know what I mean. 
Yeah I know it's just hard to get started you know, especially if there's no inspiration either, and even worse when you've got writer's block.
I find that when I'm trying to come up with new ideas for designing it takes forever to come up with something I haven't already done or it's too similar.
I want to put something out that's different but also expressive of me and who I am as a person, I've changed since my last album I've grown up.
No no, I get you, I get you I mean if anything screams different it's definitely the hair. I joked
After another 10 minutes of shit-talking about our lives, we headed back to the studio and went our separate ways. I made my way to my office, opened the door and there she was. The tall, tanned, brown-eyed girl that I'm falling for. 
"Y/N/N" Kendall shouted as she got out of my seat and come over to engulf me in a hug wrapping her legs around me. "Hey, baby how are you?" I said putting her down on the floor and kissing her cheek. As I said nothing changes. 
"I'm good, I've just missed you" she replied whilst stroking my cheek. "well guess what I've missed you as well, it's been how long 7 months now, oh wait yeh because you've been too busy with Ben" I sarcastically said, going to walk past her. "don't be salty y/n/n you know its what we do, anyway he's gone now" "Oh so that's why your back is it?" I questioned with a smirk on my face. "not entirely I did want to see you as well not just get in your bed, your pants, or your car, or this office for that matter" She isn't wrong we have nearly hooked up in every spot possible that we've come into contact with, it's just how it is.
I move to sit down at my desk so I can open up my emails, as I'm about to move my chair forward she comes over and sits on my lap. "Ken what are you doing?" she knows I can't resist her she is tempting but I can't not when Billie is about to walk through the building any second. Since when do you care what you do and who walks in, you own the place. I thought to myself. I could feel myself twitching it has been a while since I got laid. I'm always so apprehensive with girls because I don't want to make them uncomfortable. But Kendall she gets me.
"I'm doing absolutely nothing y/n/n" with the biggest smirk whilst she was pushing her bum down into my crotch. "lock the door," I said through gritted teeth. She got up and I watched her lock the door. She made her way back over to me, pulled me up by my shirt, and pushed me toward the sofa next to my desk.
I was gone, completely caught up in lust, my hands found their way to her face pulling her in and crashing our lips together. It's been too long. My body was in fire. I have missed her so much. It doesn't bother me but it's always on her terms what if it was the other way around? Why am I even thinking like this? it's not like I've got anyone.
I find the strength to flip us over so can position myself on top, I pull back at her and smile before losing my hands in her hair. I could feel myself growing with every second. If I don't do something now I will explode. I pull away and undo my jeans, whilst she pulls up her skirt slightly so I can see her light pink thong. She knew what she was doing, that's my favorite one and it gets me every time. I looked at her and she smirked. I pulled my jeans down slightly and pulled my dick through my boxers.
I lined all 7 inches up with her and pushed in the tip, the gasp that come from her sent me. I pushed the rest in and began to pump in and out of her at the pace she likes. The moans falling from her lips only urge me to do better for her. She begins to pant and I can feel her walls closing in around me. The next thing her eyes are rolling back and she's finished. Which then sends me over so I pull out and cum on her stomach. "fuck that was so good" I panted.
I get myself up tuck myself away and help sort Kendall out. She walks over to the door and unlocks it and low and behold there she is the green and black-haired girl standing with her brother. I go bright red and I can't even find the words to accumulate a sentence. Great there goes that. "I'll go and get us a drink y/n/n" Kendall shoots at me with the biggest smirk on her face sorting her hair out, she knows god she definitely knows. "Yeh, sure no worries," I say shifting on my feet.
"Bloody hell y/n it's not even lunch time yet and you're already on it" Finneas chuckled, and I awkwardly giggled. "Well, what can I say, it's always the same with her," I said blankly. I looked over at Billie and she couldn't even stand to look at me. I have fucked it this time.