"all she had left"

                                    

                                          
Y/n's POV 
It had been a week since the incident and I refused to move from Moran. The morning after I fixed him up, Albert and Jack took him back home. I tagged along with them and stayed at his bedside every day since. I never went to work and I never spoke. Throughout the day, Jack would bring me food because he knew I would starve if I never moved. 
Jack's POV 
The way Y/n was acting was not new to me. When both her parents passed on, she refused to speak to anyone and she lost her spark. I knew Moran gave Y/n a hard time, but he needed to wake up or Y/n would never be the same. He was literally all she had left. I went into Moran's room to give Y/n her breakfast and saw her looking at him with deep concern. 
"I brought you some food" I handed her the plate. 
When she took the plate from me I looked at her and waited for a response. 
"No 'thank you Jack'?" I asked. "I appreciate it" Y/n spoke for the first time in a week! "You did it" I said to her. "Did what?" she asked. "Do you remember when your parents passed away?" I asked her. "I remember some parts but not all" she replied. "You refused to speak for almost a month" I told her. 
She broke eye contact from me. 
"I apologize" she said. "You have nothing to apologize for, just remember that you are never alone" I said. 
Y/n swallowed before speaking again. 
"When I was younger, I really thought that Moran would be there forever and when I found out he was alive, I was angry. But right now I feel so horrible, I treated him so badly and now he is fighting for his life...what if I was never meant to meet him?" Y/n asked me. "Why are speaking like that, fate brought him back to you for a reason" I explained. "It still hurts, what if he never wakes?" Y/n asked. "He is going to wake, you saved him after all" I reminded Y/n. 
She gave me a small smile and then I gave her some more time to herself. 
Y/n's POV 
I looked at Moran in his state the regret destroyed me. I was so hostile towards him and I was not even sure if he would wake up. As annoying as he was, I wanted him back. I wanted that dance that I was waiting for. I lost count of the years I had been waiting. I wanted to hear him call me honeypie again. I wanted to be his  again. No man could ever compare to Moran and I was sure that I had lost him. 
I would never be able to go on late night walks with him again and I would never be able to tend to his wounds again. Or lecture him about smoking never again would I be pestered by him, but that was the only thing that I wanted at that moment. I rested my head on his chest and listened to his slow heartbeat. 
It was weak, but steady...if Moran was still in a coma for another week, I would have had to euthanize him. I prayed that it would not come to that, he survived being pierced through the heart, and I would never dream of being responsible for his death. 
I grabbed the bed sheets and started sobbing quietly. I placed my hand over my mouth to quiet the noise, but I could not suppress the pain that was in my heart. 
I sat up and looked at Moran. 
"Wake up, please...I beg you...just wake up. At this point just do it to spite me. Go against the odds Moran! You did it once, you can do it again" my vision was blurred due to the tears rolling down my cheeks.
I took a deep breath and then yelled, "Sebastian Moran! You better wake up! I need you more than anyone in this world and I can't lose you again! Imbecile you need to wake up for me because I love you that much!" 
I yelled at him in his rest. I placed my hand on his chest and his heartbeat was slowing down. 
"No" my voice was still breaking. 
I turned away and hid my face as I bawled my eyes out. My chest was hurting from all the crying I was doing and I was starting to hyperventilate again. I got so lost in my own thoughts, I was not realizing what was happened. I sensed movement, but I ignored it. 
"You crying Y/n?" I heard the voice who belonged to the person I loved the most. 
I turned my head and saw him sitting up. 
"Sebastian?" was the only thing I was able to say. 
I wiped away my tears and looked at him with a smile. He pulled me into a hug and I squeezed his shoulders tight. 
"Don't do that again" I whispered to him. "I won't go anywhere" he replied to me. 
I let go of him and looked him in the eyes, my hands on his cheeks and his hands on my wrists. 
"...Y/n" Sebastian asked me. "Yes?" I replied. "Can you kiss me?" he asked politely. 
I didn't respond, I just pulled him closer and kissed him. My eyes closed and I could feel a grin on Moran's face. 
"I have wanted you to do that for years now" Sebastian confessed. "Shall I do it again?" I asked him. "Do it as many times as you want" he replied to me. 
Right before I could lean into another kiss, I heard the door open. Five familiar girls came into the room. 
"....did we interrupt something?" Amabel asked. "Not at all" I replied to her. 
The girls looked at each other and then at Sebastian. 
"Girls...I would like all of you to meet Sebastian Moran, the idiot that somehow made me fall for him" I introduced him. "Hey! You can't insult an injured person" Sebastian yelled at me. "Remember who healed you" I said. "He's really handsome" Alexia said. 
Moran winked at her only to receive a smack in the back of the head. 
"I'll get William" Victoria said. 
I heard her footsteps dart out the room quickly. 
"You have to be joking!" I heard Albert's voice. 
Within seconds, everyone had come to the room. 
"Welcome back, Sebastian" William said to him.