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SHOUTA had offered to buy my ice cream, which I couldn't say no to. He had gotten Rocky Road and I had gotten my favorite. This date honestly was getting better and better by the minute. Shouta is such a good person to talk and hangout with. We just click.
"Thank you Shouta, for the date" I said as he walked me back to my car. I held his arm again leaning on it. Shouta had put his suit jacket over me because I was cold. 
"No need to thank me, I should be thanking you. I truly enjoyed myself." He smiled at me and stopped walking once we made it to my car. I looked up at him and smiled, my eyes lingered to his lips. Maybe he'll get the fucking hint. He looked down at me and looked at my lips, licking his. 
'FUCK YES! FINALLY' I though before leaning in, having to stand on my toes. 'Fuck he so tall!' He smiled and grabbed my chin helping me a little. My hands reached to his neck and our lips touched. He groaned into the kiss, moving his hands to my hips pulling me closer. God the things I'd let this man do to me. I griped him neck tighter, our kiss turning into a heated make out session. 
I could tell he wanted to grab my ass and lord did I want him to. Before anything can go farther I pulled away, Shouta following my lips. It made me chuckle.
"I sadly have to go home.." I said, removing my hands from his neck moving they to his chest. He smiled and nodded his head. "Understandable, it's past my bedtime" He faked yawned at the end, making me laugh. 
"Thank you again.." 
"No need to thank me, we should do this again.." I looked up at him and he was smiling with a small blush on his face. Maybe this would be fun. "Yeah we should" I leaned up and kissed his check, before turning around and going to my car.
"Goodnight Shouta"
"Goodnight Y/n" he waved and walked to his car. I watched him as I got into my own car.
"OMG AAHHHHH!!"  I'm so happy right now. This fine man, took me on a nice ass date. I started to giggle. My god I feel like a high schooler. I smiled before pulling out of the parking lot, making my way back home.
Sighing I took off my heels and made my way to my bedroom, throwing myself on my bed. Just thinking about the date I was just on. I've never might a more respectable men, I kinda wish my father was a good example of what a man should do I'm a relationship. Shouta is just the man in need honestly, he funny and handsome, can keep a conversation going. 
I honestly think I can give him a chance, maybe a relationship...
I got up and looked out my window get a weird feeling, like someone was watching me. I felt like this all night, like someone was following us on our date. 
I walked up to my window closing it.. I don't remember leaving it open.. I also closed the blinds. I don't have a good feeling about this. 
I made sure my all my doors and windows where locked and took a shower.
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"James?" I asked walking into the house, I had just came back from grocery shopping. By now I'm 5 months pregnant, and I fucking hate it. I can't do anything without crying. It sucks and James is always working. 
I looked down and see clothes scattered on the floor, underwear too small of me. 'Hell No' I thought, before dropping the groceries in the kitchen and walking out the door slamming it to make sure he knows I was home. I knew that nigga was cheating on me.
I see James running out the house, putting his shirt one. "Shit, Y/N!" He yelled but I didn't stop. "Leave me alone!"
He was on that, "It's not what you think!"  Bullshit. Bull fucking shit.
I got back to my car and left the drive way. "Fuck that nigga and that bitch he's sleeping with" I said before pulling out my phone and calling Bre.
"Girl I need to stay over for a couple of days" Was all I said and Bre let me stay over no questions asked. James repeatedly called me, I didn't answer. I won't answer, but I want to so bad. I don't want my baby to grow up without their father. He's been texting me, telling me, "I'll need him" and "I'm nothing without him" and he's right.
I mean do I even have a reason to be mad? We never established a relationship together. No, this is his fault I can't overthink this. 
I started to cry, I can't even leave him. I don't have a job or money, I'm a black and pregnant. I can't do this alone..
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I had picked up Riley from my dads house the next afternoon, I spent most of my morning trying to get cameras installed in my house and talking to Shouta. My feeling last night didn't go away this morning, I don't like it. So the security company will be coming tomorrow.
Shouta had recommended the company he uses for security. It's more for pro- hero's but it's not too expensive and now that I'm a lawer for UA I get a heavy discount.
Shouta also had to pick up his kids so we ended early.
"Hey baby! How was your weekend?" Riley got in the car upset, my smiled faded and he frowned at me. 
"I told you, I don't like grandpa's house! That old nigga..." he said with a huff. I slightly laughed. Not saying about the cuss word slip. "What happened baby?"
"He had this white lady come over and tried to introduce us. And when I got mad, I got up on timeout! I have no respect for that man.." I rolled my eyes, of course my dad would do that.
"I'm sorry baby, next time you can do to Auntie Bre's house" Riley eyes widened and he shook his head. "No! That bitch is crazy!" 
"Okay, okay! But you can't call her a bitch." He nodded his head and smiled at me.
"Mama can we get a dog?" 
"No."
"Okay... can we get a cat?"
"No."
"What about-"
"Do you want something to eat?"
"Yes, can we get Wendy's?"  I turned and looked at him, with a look. "You really want Wendy's? Not like IHOP, or Dennys?" I really don't want Wendy's.
"Nah!" I sighed and pulled into Wendy's, "Mama, how was your date?"
"It's was good baby" I smiled at the thought of my date last night, making Riley raise his eyebrow at me. "Really?"
"Yup"
"So when do I get to meet him?" He asked, I laughed, "OH! Your funny!" He crossed his arms over his body and made the best mad face he can.
"I'm serious"
"Oh baby, we'll see" he looked unsure but nodded and started to eat his food.
I looked out my car window, feeling eyes on us. I must be paranoid from yesterday.
I'm sure no one is watching me and Riley.
Right?


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02/11/23
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