Pt.28

                                    

                                          
"This cannot be happening again. I thought I got raid of this then why is it coming back?? Not like I have any pills to suppress it either. What do I do " Jungkook thought pacing to and fro in his room after the event that took place this morning.
" Conversations -yes I need to converse with someone- anyone a-apart f-from t-t-Tae"
 With that he headed out not knowing where in particular he was going but he knew he needed to converse with someone in order for him not to be too overwhelmed with isolating himself. 
After a whole hour of conversation with Namjoon, Jungkook was finally satisfied and ready to leave poor joon who was forced into a conversation about random things. 
Meanwhile 
" Omo" Jin whispered in astonishment.
 He couldn't believe what he was hearing.
 Jeon Jungkook and Kim Taehyung. Jeon Jungkook super shy wtf???? 
"You know what you have to do right" Jimin who seems to be not pushed by what Tae just told them while reading a fashion magazine. 
" No"
" What do you mean no. You top the whole class and almost the whole school and you don't know what to do in this situation??? Unbelievable " 
Jimin said while he flipped a page in the magazine
" what do you suggest that I do" Tae folded his arms under his breast hiping it up a bit. 
" Well, if it's really true that Jungkook has feelings for you as Mr. Hoseok says and he becomes ultra shy in your presence and you also have feelings for him then all it's settled....find a way to make him feel more comfortable around you and that's gonna build the foundation of your relationship I guess" 
Jimin suggested
"How" Tae asked finding interest in what Jimin was saying.
 Leaning in to listen carefully to jimin's next words.
" I dunno..... I don't know what he likes and what he doesn't like you know, you need to find all of these things yourself "
Jimin answered still unbothered reading his magazine 
Tae madea disappointed face
" Okay so that's settled, there has been something on my heart that I wanted to ask you jiminahh ... what was going on between you and hoseok???" Jin possed the question to Jimin
"N-Nothing I need to get some water" Jimin quickly stood up and went out of the room 
" But there is water here" Tae said while before jimin left the room.
On his way to the kitchen he saw a scene which really caught his attention at the very first glance.
 Two way familiar men vigorously making out against the kitchen counter.
He had a feeling of jealousy running through his body at the scene in front of his eyes but he couldn't detach his eyes. 
They were kinda glued too them.
 How hobi's hand around Yoongi's waist drawing him closer to his chest while his other hand was creasing his face and drawing it closer to his face to deepen the kiss. And how yoongi's arm circle around his neck. 
He was quick to leave there  to not interrupt with a heaving heart. 
He wanted to be with hobi but at the same time he wanted to be with Yoongi but both Yoongi and hobi are which means he can't be with either of them which made his heart break the most.
He quickly went back to tae's room with teary eyes 
"I gotta go" that was the only thing said for taejin to know that there was something wrong 
" what's wrong chimchim??" Jin asked walking towards jimin to stop him from picking the bagpack he brought from his home for which he came to the room in the first place.
" Nothing" Jimin whispered trying to hide his teary eyes which his friends had already seen.
"Hey" Tae said coming closer to the male to engulf him in soft hug stroking his hands in his hair in a soothing way to calm him which seems to be working even though the shorter male was still shading tears, jin also joined the hug . 
After a while of soothing and whispering sweet nothings into his ear and  jimin was finally sane, he was interrogated by his friends as to why he reacted like that.
" I thought it was a mere crush I had on them but I don't think it's just a crush anymore but now both my crushes are smashing~ " jimin burst into tears hugging  jin tightly while Jin patted his back.
" Ahhggghhh our lives are messed up" Tae said as he therw himself onto his bed .
That night jinmin had decided to spend the night with Tae as they would have done it even when Tae was in his own home and not that Jungkook and his hyungs would care right? Right. 
And they didn't need a guest room they were comfortable with sleeping in one bed.
After what seems like an hour in bed Jin was not able to fall asleep maybe it was because tae's bed was uncomfortable but no it was cozy and comfortable. 
Or maybe it's because of the Taemin was sleeping trashyly no it wasn't that either when ever they did a sleepover he was able to sleep comfortablely even with both tae and jimin's whole boby on him.
So what was the problem.
 He didn't know or that was what he was telling himself. 
Tossing and turning repeadedly on the bed he instantly sat upright on the bed at once, buring his face in his hand while groaning. 
He knew what he wanted but he was blocking himself from acting upon it but this was too much he couldn't hold it in anymore he wanted to see or even feel namjoon that was who he was blocking himself from thinking about this whole time.
From wondering how namjoon was,what he was doing, was he asleep-who is he kidding he must definately be asleep. 
No matter how much Jin tries to get his head of that hulk he  still can't seem to do it though  maybe he just needs to see him just once. Yeah he's probablly asleep by now.
Sike
Jin opened the door to namjoon's room and he immediately cursed at himself -first who opens the door to someone's room like they own it second he lied to himself that Joon would be asleep by now.
He was still wide awake well except for the bags under his eyes indicating he hasn't been sleeping well,  sitting at what seems like an office table located opposite the door so whoever coming into his room would be greeted with the site of his desk , with  eyes glued on his PC but his eyes instantly shifted to the door when he door flew open.
 He was quite astound at what he saw ; he boy who left his room telling him to forget they had sex and for him to tell no one was standing at his door step in the middle of the night staring right at him.
"Are you drunk" Joon asked in a deep husky voice with a tint if tiredness staring back at Jin.
"No I'm not Joon"  Jin decided to play it cool and be plane with namjoon.