you know how sometimes you aren't even
aware you have a paper cut until you use
hand sanitizer ?
then all of a sudden, it hurts so much, but a
second ago you had no idea the cut even existed.
i think healing is like that.
sometimes you don't even know there's a part
of you that's still hurt until something comes along
that forces you to become aware, of it,
forcing you to deal with it.
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i saw this on Pinterest and and i wanted to share it because there are some people that don't realize that they have open wounds until someone points it out.
this happened to me not too long ago.
me and my stepmom had a talk and she pointed out that my mom isn't here 110% like other kids moms are. then she asked me if i thought it was normal i told her yea i did because i genuinely thought that it was normal for a kids mother to not be here all the time. like you only ever really see her on holidays or birthdays.
she made me realize that that is the reason why i have trust issues with people and stay closed up in my room. i guess i'm scared that if i let someone in and give them all of me they will leave. i had that happen a few times lol.
sorry about all of this i just needed to vent that. have a good day my lovelies 🦋 .
