chapter 23

                                    

                                          
Sorry for grammatical errors and misspelled words and typographical errors 
Please do not take it seriously
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"Out of my league" (chapter 23) 
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"Elane, isn't this gorgeous?" 
"It is biancs, you look lovely there biancs" 
"Thank you, i love your dresses too" 
"Syempre ako pumili eh, halika na't hinihintay na tayo sa simbahan"
"Okay" 
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i was here 3 years ago, wearing a precious white wedding gown holding all kind of roses as a bouquet 
And look at him waiting for me on the altar that was my dream really to be loved by someone but it ended so so fast 
Umupo ako sa gilid at tumingin sa altar, if this happens for a reason that's fine eto na siguro yung kapalaran ko at wala na akong magawa 
"Mama can i eat this candy?" Napatingin ako sa kanya na hawak hawak yung candy na sa bag ko 
"Yeah sge na" binuksan ko yun at binigay rin agad sa kanya 
"Mama why are people looking at you?" Napalingon ako, oo nga no? Tinitingnan nila ako 
"Wala yun, maganda lang si mama" sabay tawa ko 
"Okay, they're not lying naman" tumawa ako ulit, bakit nga ba kasi ako nandito? To witness their wedding? And hurt myself? Why would a teacher are here on this wedding? 
"Regine" sabay tabi nito sakin 
"Janele, hi"
"What happened? Nabasa ko sa isang article yung about sa inyo nagulat ako sa tingin ko mahal na mahal nyo naman ang isa't isa" 
"It happens so fast, hindi ko rin alam anong nangyare but I'm the one who left ayokong nasasaktan sya dahil sakin eh" 
"Are you okay?" Sabay tingin nya kay sage na nasa gilid ko 
"I'm tired actually, I'm tired of people leaving me nung nag hiwalay kami nag bago yung buhay ko eh lahat ng meron ako nawala ng sobrang bilis, ni kausap man lang wala lahat sila galit sakin sa totoo lang" 
"I know the feeling, i usually talk to myself it helps sometimes" 
"I know, thank you" 
"You're welcome, I'll go ahead nandon kasi sila ava sa kabilang seat" ngumiti sya at umalis, nilingon ko si agie si nasa likod kausap si bianca
"Stay calm stay pretty, this night my momma will going to be my momma officially i love you the first i met you i love you i love you i love you, goodluck" my goodness sake! Bakit pumapasok ka nanaman sa utak ko! No! 
"Mama kainin ko pa to?"
"Anak tama na, isa isa lang" 
"Okay"
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"Can i eat the candy na?" 
"Sge na nga, kulit kulit mo" pareho kaming naglalakad palabas ng simbahan, hindi na talaga kaya ng loob ko durog na durog na ako 
"Can we go to the mall, and make palamig there?" 
"Anak maraming tao dun eh, gusto ni mama ng peaceful sa ngayon eh" 
"Okay, are we going home?" 
"Sge uuwi na tayo"  
"Okay" 
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"Sage, did you drink your milk already?" 
"Done na mama, can i sleep na?" 
"Yeah sge na" hinalikan ko sya sa noo at lumabas ng kwarto, umupo ako at sinimulang patulugin si shania
"Hay nako shania, ayoko ng iwan ayoko na talaga" 
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"Mama I'm scared" napatingin ako sa pinto nakatayo sya dun at umiiyak, ang lakas kasi ng ulan mismo ako natatakot rin 
"Halika dito, natatakot rin si mama eh" tumakbo sya at humiga sa tabi ko 
"I'm scared of thunders and I'm alone on my room" 
"I know, mama's scared also sge na matulog kana" niyakap nya ako at pumikit, niyakap ko rin sya at natulog 
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Kakatapos lang ng summer break ng school same routine with the kids pahinga na rin siguro yun now new school year again new student again 
"Tita regine" napalingon ako sa likod ko 
"Jacob, you're here na rin?" 
"Yeah, I'm on high school now and mama giegie wanted me to be here because it's so nice in here" 
"Oh that's nice, there's a possibility that i can be your science teacher" 
"That's nice tita, is this my cousins?" 
"Hmm-mm, this is shania and sage you remember him?" 
"I do, i used to play with him" 
"Hello" bati ni sage
"Hi sage, anyways see you around tita regine" 
"See you around jacob" jacob is anyah's brother, they already grown up how time flies 
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"Is anyah still eats veggies?" I asked jacob 
"Yes tita regine, she always, malapit nya na daw maabutan si mommy eh" 
"That's nice, how about ate agie? How's your mama giegie?" Mama yung tawag ni jacob at anyah kay agie I don't know why 
"Mama giegie is fine, but she's alone, she doesn't want tita bianca at all" 
"I know, can you say to mama giegie that i love her so so much" 
"Okay tita i will, on daddy ogs also?" Tumawa ako 
"No jacob, he's not mine anymore ehh mahirap na" 
"I know, daddy ogs house is boring without you" 
"Really? Did something happend when i left?" 
"Yeah, mama giegie always drinking i heard when daddy ogs called mommy and needed a help for mama giegie. She's always mad about everything" 
"How about daddy ogs?" 
"He misses you tita, he always saying your name to mommy when we're with them he regrets everything i heard he wants you back daw but he can't anymore" 
"I know, he'll continue his life with bianca and without me" 
"Jacob, halika na hinahanap kana ng mommy mo sa bahay" sambit nung driver na nasa harap namin 
"Babye tita" 
"Babye jacob" pumasok sya ng kotse at umalis, nanatili akong naka upo ng mga 20 minutes siguro tsaka umalis, buhat ko si sage habang tulak yung stroller ni shania 
I also regret everything pero mahina ang loob ko pag dating sa inyo, hindi ko kayang nasasaktan ka dahil sakin ayaw na ayaw ko yung sinisisi, alam ko na alam mong tama yung ginagawa ko hindi lang para sayo kundi para satin, yes it hurts but i know i get used to it someday i can move on and you can too
"Mama" 
"Shh, we're home anak" binaba ko sya sa kama at pinatulog ulit, pagod na pagod to kakalaro kaya bagsak na bagsak "mahal na mahal kita" 
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See you on chapter 24!!! Keep on reading lazies!