Rage and Agony!!

                                    

                                          
~~ Jaiveer ~~
Jerking the vehicle to a stop in front of my office, I gripped the steering wheel tight. So tight that it started hurting me but I don't care. 
The rage that's seeping through me right now is hurting me more. I need to let it out before it starts destroying me. I rarely get angry. But when it seeps through me, something has to happen. So as to avoid that I raced out of my home. 
I kept on punching that steering wheel to control my anger but it did no good. The physical pain it is causing has kept on increasing my rage. Finally when I started feeling suffocating I moved out of the car and closed the door with a bang not caring much.  
Ignoring everyone that was trying to catch a word with me, I walked towards my cabin. 
Entering in, I shut the glass door with full force and it made a huge thud. The crackling sound it made felt so satisfying. I then kicked the chairs that were placed in front of my desk. Destruction really gives satisfaction. With just a single swipe, I let all the contents on my table hit the floor. 
Standing in between the mess, I myself felt a mess. Is this why I have been waiting all these years? To happen this? To face a day like this?
Fisting my hands tight, I stood at the window looking down into the traffic while trying to concentrate. This won’t happen. It’s all a dream. It will pass. I'll wake up from this.
I won't let this all happen. There is only one woman in my life and that will always be my Akki. No one. NO ONE WILL OCCUPY HER PLACE. 
She is the queen. The ruler of me. Fisting my hand tight I let it punch the wall with full force. 
"Jai." Akki called me, breaking our peaceful silence. Never had I ever thought that silence too would be beautiful but with my Akki beside me, everything in this world would be beautiful.
I hummed in response while drawing some shitty invisible lines on the ground with my car keys. Akki and I got seated in the ground, perched up against my car on the old abandoned bridge, far away from the city. This is the place where we usually meet. To have some privacy. Though I'm not an influential person in the society, being one of the heirs of Dixit's family, made me be in the limelight. And I don't want that limelight to fall upon Akki just because she is in a relationship with me. 
Announcing her to the world as Mrs. Dixit is one which I want. 
"You should have accepted her, Jai." 
Words that have fallen out of her mouth brought my thoughts and actions to a stop.
"What?" I scowled, turning towards her.
She gnawed on her lower lip which was actually quite distracting me, "She is beautiful, Jai. Well educated. From your status and community. She fits well…." Even before she could complete, I cut her off with my lips. Swallowing the remaining words from her throat, I captured her lower lip between my teeth. 
I kept on pouring out my anger on her in the kiss. She started struggling into the kiss and started hitting my chest with her tiny fists. 
When her hits increased, I finally let go of her, "How many times do I need to tell you that it's only you for me?" I gritted my teeth.
"And how many times do I need to tell you to not assault my poor lips?" She asked on return, frowning. Standing up, she bent down to the level of the sideview mirror of my car and started examining her lips. 
"Answer my damn question, Akki!" Standing up, I sort of roared.
Huffing, she turned around and placed her hands on her hips, "I was just teasing you! You caveman!!!"