Crush

                                    

                                          
Updated on 25/7/2023.
I apologise to anyone who had to read this chapter before the update because it was bad. I hope this update has made this chapter so much better. Enjoy <3 
~ Rhys 
It's complicated. You wouldn't understand - Rosie
Try to explain it and I'll try to understand - SH
I kissed someone who I have had a crush on for a long time but then they just ran off afterwards and have avoided speaking to me all day - Rosie
I just feel so used and worthless - Rosie
Rosie, you are not worthless. You are smart and funny and you are loved - SH
Loved by everyone but them - Rosie
You don't need to be in a relationship to be valued and loved - SH
I know but it just hurts - Rosie
You know, I was in a similar situation to you - SH
You were? - Rosie
Yes - SH
What happened? - Rosie
I had a crush on this boy for a long time who was the total opposite of me but somehow I just couldn't stop thinking about him. One day I invited him over to my house and he asked me out. Of course, I said yes - SH
In private, he was an amazing boyfriend and always so kind but in public, especially at school, he would bully me and call me a freak, like all of the other football players. It hurt more because he was suppose to love me, he was suppose to not do that - SH
Gosh, that's awful - Rosie
Well, things got better after I broke up with him - SH
So, you're saying that I should just move on from them - Rosie
Not exactly. Only if you feel like that's what you need to do - SH
I don't know what I need to do anymore - Rosie
You just need to focus on you - SH
Papa, I came to you for relationship advice not advice on myself - Rosie
That is relationship advice - SH
How is that relationship advice? - Rosie
How can you put energy into a relationship if you don't even have enough energy to take care of yourself? You need to learn to love yourself because being in a relationship isn't just how to make your partner happy, it's finding out what makes you happy - SH
What makes me happy is being with them - Rosie
I'm not telling you to cut them out of your life. I'm just telling you to spend more time on making you happy than making them happy. If they love you like you deserve to be loved then they will come to you but in the meantime you've got to distract yourself - SH
I guess you're right - Rosie
I know I'm right - SH
Shut up - Rosie
I don't think I know how to do that :) - SH