12. 𝓢𝓶𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂

                                    

                                          
Kiana popped some chips into her mouth as she chewed them while making the loudest noise. "Do you think I'm being stupid?" She asked Sam, who was sleeping on the floor beside her. 
She watched him and sighed again before taking the pint of beer from the front. She took a big sip and put it back before popping some more chips into her mouth. "Anshu is right when she says I shouldn't fall... But why am I falling for that arrogant jerk?" She complaint.
"Ma was always right when she said I have the worst test in men... Do you remember?" She asked and laughed at her stupidity.
"How can you? You weren't even born, then my pichku," She said and pulled Sam in her arms. He struggled and walked inside the room from Balcony to get onto bed, most importantly away from her.
She frowned. "I know they all run away in the end..." She shouted and added while looking ahead again.
"Now that I look back at a few flings I have had, they all were the same..." She muttered again, "Stupid and useless."
"But I never felt nervous or excited seeing them. I wasn't looking forward to meeting them the next day... Leave that, but I never even took those many efforts to get ready. I feel so pathetic. What's wrong with me?" She asked and sighed again while looking at the floor beneath.
"But I don't feel happy suddenly... Maybe because Anshika has shown me the reality. He is not interested, right?" She asked and looked back at Sam, who was sleeping on his back in the comfort of bed.
"Why would he be? He is smart, good looking, successful. I'm successful too," She frowned. "Why would I lower my status?"
"What am I thinking? Why am I thinking? Since when did I get so much interest in him? I am sure that I hated him, then why am I being like this? Why did I get sad while listening to Anshika's words?" She asked again and pouted.
She got up and rushed to the bed. She jumped beside Sam and hugged him tightly. "Pichku, I don't want to feel anything for him. I know I'll be in pain while others will be just fine. I don't want to feel anything," she said as Sam struggled to get out of her grip again.
He was stronger enough that he pushed her a few times and was happy to jump on the floor. He found a corner and sat there while staring at Kiana with unsurety. She sat straight and sniffed. "You don't love me?" She asked.
"You like him too," She said while making a face and dramatically sobbed. "What am I going to do? When did I fall into this pit? I was just flirting," She said again and growned loudly.
"I want to smoke, but I didn't even bring that because Anshu is here. I don't want her to know. What do I do?" She said and let herself fall on the bed again. 
She sighed as she stared at the ceiling with a blank mind. "Should I run away?" She muttered but pouted again.
"But I don't want to go... Gosh, it's so complicated that I can't even explain it to you," She shouted again and held a pillow against her face as she shouted against it.
"What do I do, Pichku?" She asked again as she straightened in the bed and faced Sam with a pouted face. This time her eyes clouded. She stayed the same for sometime as silence filled in the room again but it didn't last long as she slid out of the bed and rushed to the door.
Without thinking much, she got out of the room and walked to the door across her. She knocked on it a few times without waiting. A few minutes passed the same before he opened the door. Vayu crooked his eyebrows and looked at the watch on his wrist.
He didn't look sleepy nor someone who she woke up from his sleep. He wore a dark green long sleeved tshirt with sleeves moved back to below his elbows and matched it with dark tracks. His disshelved hair covered his forehead.