chapter 18

                                    

                                          
Sorry for grammatical errors and misspelled words and typographical errors 
Please do not take it seriously
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"Out of my league" (chapter 18) 
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"Did she pack her things already nana?" 
"Ah oo sir pero sa Susunod na araw pa daw sila aalis, nag hahanap pa si ma'am ng matutuluyan ehh ayaw nya naman dun kay ma'am elane" 
"Dad, I'm going with momma" 
"Agie, you'll stay with me" 
"No! I don't want to I'm going with momma you can visit me naman on school or i can go here on my vacant time i want to be with momma" 
"No agie" for her I'll sacrifice everything, i really really love her so much but i need to do this
"Okay" she gets back in her room, i also go to our room 
"You did find a place to stay?" 
"Naghahanap pa" she's fixing sage's things and started putting it on a bag 
"Okay, find somewhere to stay muna bago kayo umalis" 
"I will" she smiled again, her eyes are saying to me that she doesn't want this but she needs it i don't know it will end up like this 
"Okay" kinuha ko yung gamit ko at lumabas para pumunta ng opisan, dun nalang ako nakakahinga ngayon stress reliever na rin 
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"Agie did you eat already?" 
"Yup done" 
"Where's your momma?" I asked 
"Nasa taas, hindi pa nga bumababa eh natutulog pa i think buti nalang sage didn't cry" 
"Okay I'll get her for her to eat" 
"Okay I'll prepare your dinner" 
"Thank you" i get upstairs and open the door carefully 
"Lady, it's time to eat get up there" she didn't make a move "woman come on" nilapitan ko sya at tinapik wala parin "hon? Come on kanina kapa walang kain" hindi talaga sya sumasagot kahit galaw man lang kaya napaikot ako, napansin kong may mga gamot sa tabi nya 
"My god! Stay with me stay with me" i carry her immediate and run down stairs 
"What happend dad?" 
"Get my car keys come on" 
"What happened!?" 
"She overdosed herself of some kind for sleeping pills and what! Get my keys come on" 
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"Doc is she okay? How is she?" 
"She's okay now, buti nalang nadala nyo sya kaagad dito she'll wake up anytime soon, we just gave her some medicine that can help her with the drugs she drinks" 
"Oh god, thank you doc" 
"You're welcome, call me of she's awake for me to check on her immediately" 
"Yes doc, thank you again" 
"No worries" she smiled and gets out, i phone rings and it was agie
"Is my momma's fine" she asked in a crying tone 
"She is, she'll wake up anytime come here tomorrow just leave sage on nana" 
"Okay i will" 
"Stop crying, she's fine now" 
"I'm not dad, bye" 
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It's almost 5 in the morning, I'm still awake i don't wanna sleep i want to wait her to wake up, she tried killing herself and i don't like that i really really Don't 
"Hmmm" i looked at her 
"You're awake, wait I'll call a doctor just relax okay? Relax" 
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"Why the heck did you do that!? Do you know what you're doing!? Huh!? If i didn't get back home on time you're still there? What if i didn't get home and i didn't get you on the hospital on time? Natuluyan ka? Do you freaking think of what are you doing lady huh!?" She just looked at me galit na galit na ako dito oh ayaw na ayaw ko yang ganyan 
"How the heck you forgot that you have sage, what are you thinking woman!?" 
"Sorry" 
"Sorry!? I don't wanna lose you really you're my weakness! You didn't even think of sage" I'm controlling myself so i just look at her and get out, i need to breathe i really really need to 
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"Momma? Are you okay? I'm sorry i did get busy these days so i don't have time to go here 
"Ha? Yeah i'm okay, no worries" 
"Why did you do that? You make me nervous" 
"Hindi ko rin alam bakit ginagawa ko yun eh, can you do me a favor agie?" 
"Yes what's that?" 
"Can you get your dad a chocolate ice cream after i left tomorrow night? And give him these letter after" 
"Okay, he doesn't want me to go with you eh wala akong magawa" 
"That's okay, just text me okay?" 
"Okay momma" 
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"Ms.Velasquez, I'll require you to see me tomorrow for check up okay?" 
"Yes doc" 
"Okay I'll go ahead, mag r-rounds pa ako" she smiled and gets out, inikot ko yung paningin ko para siguraduhing wala na aking naiwan 
Alright im back to my life, why did you let him go home why did you let him gets me to the hospital why!? 
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"Momma, can you go on my eighteenth birthday still? Please i want to see you there"
"Hindi ako mangako anak, pero susubukan ko okay?" 
"Yes momma, babye sage" 
"Bye, call me okay? Or text me if you needed me" 
"Hm-mm, i love you" 
"I love you most my sweetheart, can you say my goodbyes to daddy later?" 
"Yeah i will" 
"Thank you, babye" i gave her my necklace and gets out, this is the hardest thing, saying goodbye? Agie is my life dalawa sila ng daddy nya but kailangan ko tong gawin 
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"Ayus na ba sainyo to iha? Kailangan lang yan ng konteng linis ah" 
"Ah ayus na ho, salamat po" 
"Walang ano man" Ngumiti sya at umalis, pinasok ko lahat ng gamit namin at napaupo sa gilid
"We'll do this together sage okay? Mommy will do everything just to protect you" 
"Mama" tumawa ako
"I know" 
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"Hello momma?" 
"Oh hi" 
"Are you on your house na?" 
"I am ate" 
"What are you doing? I miss you already" 
"I'm just cleaning the house and i miss you too baby, bakit hindi kapa natutulog?" 
"I can't sleep without you" 
"I know but you need to get used to it because I'm not going back there anymore" 
"I know, i promise momma i get used to it" 
"That's good, i love you okay? So so much" 
"I love you more than anything else momma" 
"Sge na natulog kana, good night my agie" 
"Good night momma" 
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See you on chapter 19!!