Prologue

                                    

                                          
Semi edited.
I finish brushing my hair and spray on some perfume, I check myself in the mirror one last time and then I go wait on the bed.
I texted him to come to my room a few minutes ago, so he should be coming here soon.
To say I'm nervous is an understatement because asking the guy you've had a crush on since you were kids to take your virginity, is nerve wracking.
I know Tyler feels the same way, but he puts distance between us every time, the only time he let anything happen was when we were 10 and 13 we had our first kiss, it was just a few second kiss, but ever since then the only contact I have with him is when we hug, cuddle, or he kisses my cheek or forehead, that's it.
Even though he's been best friends with Ace since we were kids, he's also my friend too, he calls me his best friend all the time because whenever Ace falls asleep or isn't hanging out with Ty, we're hanging out.
Ace and Tyler graduated high school and they're leaving for college this week and I thought what a perfect going away present to give him than my virginity.
I hear footsteps nearing my door and I hear 3 knocks against my door, that's his way of letting me know it's him.
I text him to come in and when he comes in and shuts the door behind him he stands there wide-eyed. I mean I am in my skimpiest bra and thong, so I'd probably be stunned too.
He shook his head and cleared his throat. "Angel... What's going on?" He asked with a husky tone.
I patted my comforter for him to sit down and he hesitantly comes over to me.
He sits next to me. "Well I wanted to give you your graduation present."
"Wh-what did you get me?" He stuttered looking me up and down.
I'm pretty sure sure you can figure it out pretty boy.
I take a deep breath. "I want to take my virginity."
He leaps off the bed, pacing back and forth on my carpet. "What? You know we can't Char" He said while pacing.
I stood up and put my hands on my hips. "Why not? I'm 16 and it's legal now."
He stops in front of me and holds onto my shoulders, making me look into his baby blues, his shaggy blonde hair falling just above his eyes, making me want to brush it off his forehead.
"Charlotte... We can't. I know it's legal now and everything, but I can't take your virginity, that's something sacred and it shouldn't be wasted on someone like me" He said briefly closing his eyes.
I hate it when he feels he's unworthy because of his past.
I reach up and grab ahold of his cheeks. "You need to give yourself more credit because you are the sweetest most genuine guy I know and I chose you to take my virginity because I trust you and you're my closest friend, I know you won't take it for granted like some jock I could hook up with would" I said making him growl.
Easy there Fido.
Now before you get the wrong idea he's not some territorial possessive guy who won't let me date, he's the opposite actually. I'd date guys and he was happy for me, by if they mistreated me at all then he'd go all guard dog on them, he's been that way since we're kids, always protecting me.
He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath and then opens them. "Angel I love that you trust me enough to do this, but I can't, as much as it kills me to turn you down I have to, and before you think it's because I'm not attracted to you enough you're wrong. As soon as I stepped through your door and saw you in just your bra and underwear I instantly got hard, so it's not because I don't want you because trust me... I do" He said.