𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗘𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘉𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘎𝘶𝘪𝘵

                                    

                                          
———Oikawa Toru's POV July 30th———
I went back into my office and laid in there lazily...now that he's good I really gotta figure out what to do with Ushijima
I mean he's cool and all but is that how far my feelings go for him do I wanna stay friends or do I wanna be more...I wouldn't mind being more
I sat up realizing what I just thought I wouldn't what?...I mean he wouldn't be a bad boyfriend
He's honest...to blunt and to loyal to cheat not to mention...do I have to mention he's a professional athlete like if I didn't have such a big ego I would say he had the perfect body
I felt my face heat up and curled up into a ball...what in the hell was I thinking
Ushijima Wakatoshi as my boyfriend...?
I then thought about how I would feel if Tendou took him away I mean he is my soulmate...I guess I would be sad once again I would have lost and I wouldn't even get to find out if he wanted to be my soulmate
I felt this overwhelming urge to cry but I knew it wasn't going to help and it would just waste time...I then heard my door open and looked up to Iwaizumi
He walked in and shut the door quietly sitting down in front of me
"....Kawa?"
I looked into his eyes and he looked at me sad and confused
"Are you...crying because of me?"
"I'm sorry I thought you liked Ushi-"
I quickly wiped my eyes and said
"No no!"
"I seriously don't like you!...will like that I just found out something sad and I'm kinda confused and...scared right now"
"I mean this soulmate stuff is more scary then I thought...maybe I'm just a idiot"
He sighed and pulled his chair next to mine putting his head on my shoulder
"I know what you mean..."
"I feel like I'm a idiot too especially since I made my soulmates fight..."
"Maybe if I would have put up a block there relationship would have been better..."
I slowly turned and hugged him and he smiled leaning into my chest
"I think putting up a block would have made it worse I just think you should talk to them...to be honest you guys just need to be honest with each other"
He looked at me and flicked my head
"You need to take your own advice...maybe you should explain everything to Ushijima"
I frowned
"It's not gonna be that easy anymore...maybe I just made everything worse"
He looked at me confused and said
"What did you do"
I looked around the room and laughed a bit backing up into my chair it was cold but I ignored it maybe I said to much to him I didn't want him to know I might lose my soulmate especially when he had his own problems to deal with it would be wrong
"Nothing just frustrated about everything you're right I should..."
He looked at me and hummed gently and looked away sitting up
"I know you're lying but if you truly needed me you would tell me..."
"Just remember I'm always here Toru and remember your my best friend"