Chapter:- 32

                                    

                                          
Hafsa's POV: 
I looked at him who kept his forehead on my shoulder making me close my eyes. 
"I know it hurts to hear that, love." I nodded my head. It definitely does. 
"It definitely does." I whispered while trying my hard not to let the tears come out. A tear rolled down my cheek when I felt him nuzzling his face in my neck and sighed when I felt something wet. He is crying. After all until when will he hold them back. We kept standing without saying anything. I turned to him after some time to have a look at him who kept his head on my shoulder hiding his tears. I wrapped my arms hugging him with closed eyes. I kept hugging him caressing his back while he was pouring his heart out. Alhamdulillah. It was needed. When I felt him a bit calmed down, I pulled away and wiped his face who wasn't ready to open his eyes. 
"Sit here." I said making him sit on the bed. He looked at me then looked down making me sigh inwardly. I sat down in front of him and held his hands who was still looking down while holding my hands tightly. 
"Love, look at me." I said looking at him who shook his head while biting his lips. 
"Ahad." 
"You know what love, it was needed." I said cupping his face in my hands who looked at me with teary eyes. 
"It was necessary, love. Until when will you hold all those things inside? Do you think we don't know what you guys go through everytime you leave from here?" I said caressing his cheek and sighed when a tear rolled down his left cheek. 
"We know that no matter how much you are confident on your skills, but those skills doesn't let you feel peace when you leave your family. You show us that you are very happy to go but you are still upset to leave us. The thought of may be not seeing us again leaves you with nothing but sadness." He was looking at me without blinking his eyes with tears filled in them while I was wiping those tears. 
"And you don't have to hide these from me, love." I said shaking my head at him who closed his eyes. I moved closer and hugged him while closing my eyes inhaling his scent who wrapped his arms around me. 
"I don't want you to see me at my worst." I heard him whispering over my shoulder and smiled lightly. 
"We have taken an oath to be with each other on every path of our lives when we said those two words, Mr.Singer." I said caressing his back who just tightened his hold on me. After some time he pulled away from me and went to the bathroom without looking at me making me roll my eyes. 
"I look hella weird after crying, love." I heard him from bathroom and chuckled. 
"Everyone does." I said looking at the bathroom door and smiled at him who came out after washing his face. 
"Does my eyes look dull?" He asked after wiping his face and I smiled shaking my head. 
"Everyone will know I'm down if they are looking dull." He said pouting his lips making me smile. 
"How will you make them normal even if they are looking dull?" I asked looking at him who took his seat beside me and sighed. 
"I can do that by not going down for breakfast but that will make everyone more worried. So, I can't avoid their session of questions." He said smiling at me making me chuckle. 
"Let's go." I said getting up and he nodded his head. We walked downstairs and I smiled when I found everyone already in the dinner room. 
"I see, some people are late today." I rolled my eyes hearing Laiba Appi and took my seat beside Amna Appi who smiled at me.