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*soomis p.o.v*
hyunjin is in love with her? why do i always get my hopes up...


"minho get up it's your first day back to school!" i said shaking him and he groaned 
"soomi my alarm hasn't gone off yet" he said pulling the blanket over his head and his alarm went off 
"now it has" i said pulling the blanket off of him "hurry" 
i walked out his room and headed downstairs where i made myself a bowl of cereal while i waited for minho 
"MINHO HURRY" i yelled and saw him coming downstairs "finally let's go" 
we walked out the house and got inside his car "are you excited" i asked 
"yeah actually i miss going to school" he said driving 
"well the only thing ima hate is when girls ask me for your number i hate that so much" i signed 
"what can i say people just love me" he said and i rolled my eyes playfully 
once we got to school everyone's eyes were on us once we walked in, and i hated it so much i don't like attention it's the only reason why i lowkey liked why minho left but now that he's back all i'm going to get is attention and eyes in me...
we walked over to the guys and they dabbed eachother up "good to have you back minho" chan said 
"good to be back" minho said smiling 
i still saw people looking at us and i just wanted to shrink into a small ball and hide i hate this so much
i put my hood up and tried to control my breath "sooms you ok?" minho asked and i just nodded and then his eyes wided "oh my god i'm sorry i forgot" he said whispering 
"it's fine it's not your fault" i said giving him a soft smile 
i haven't felt this feeing in so long and i thought it was gone until people started looking at me once we walked in. ugh why do i have to have social anxiety
"come on" someone said as they dragged me by the arm and took me somewhere, i looked up to see who it was and it was hyunjin 
"hyunjin? what are you doing" i said confused
"you're panicking sooms..." he took us up to the roof where we sat down on a bench and i started to calm down "feeing better?"
"h-how did you know?" i asked looking at the ground 
"felix and chan told me a long time ago that you have social anxiety.... and that you don't like telling people" he said 
"i'm sorry i never told you" i said 
"and i understand why, you don't have to hide anything from me soomi" he said as i looked up and looked at him "you can always trust me" he said as we made eye contact 
we stayed like that for a while until we both slowly started to lean in, my heart was beating so fast 
i closed my eyes and we were about to kiss until someone walked into the roof and we both moved away so fast
"babe there you are" jiwon said as she ran over to him and kissed him 
that was supposed to be me...
"hey jiwon... how'd you know i was here?" he asked looking at me from time to time 
"i looked everything and this was the last place, what are you doing here?" she asked 
"me and soomi were just fixing some of the project before we turn it in today" he lied 
"oh ok! let's go to class" she said as she pulled hyunjin up and pulled him out 
as they were leaving hyunjin looked over at me with an 'im sorry' look 
i almost kissed hyunjin and i totally forgot he had a girlfriend 
I ALMOST KISSED HYUNJIN.