After dropping off Charlotte to Mika and Bo. We went back to our Hotel room. I've ignored him the whole time. "Charlie" I walked faster and opened the door. He turned me around and pinned me against the wall.
My back hit the wall really hard. He's starting to get physical. "Listen to me" "Dean you're scaring and hurting me. Leave me alone" "I can't do that" "I said let go" the tears slipped. He pulled me closer with his hands on my hips. He buried his face in the crook of my neck. "I'm not gonna hurt you. I'm not a monster" he mumbled. I there frozen.
He sighed and looked at me. "You got to understand what I did was the right thing to do" "Like killing people?"
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"Yes, for god sake Charlie I can't deal with this anymore. I'm gonna lose it in the minute" he punched the wall beside me in anger.
He calmed down a little. "I was protecting you and our daughter Charlie." He tucked a piece of hair behind my ear. His hand brushed against the wound. The blood slowly soaked through my top. "I'll drive you to the Hospital.
Hospital
They were keeping me over night. The back of my head was stapled. My shoulder bandaged up. Dean was asleep on the chair. I did understand what he did was protecting me and Charlotte but seeing someone die in front of you even though he tormented me. I just can't get over it. I just can't.. as much as he's scaring me and I don't know what my next step is. I just want to cuddle him.
"Dean?" He opened his eyes slowly. "Can you be with me? I can't sleep" he got up and gently laid beside me. I leaned my head on his chest. He kissed my forehead rubbing my back. "I love you."
Dean POV
She fell asleep. I looked down at her slowly rubbing her back. I'm just protecting her. What I did wasn't on purpose. It wasn't for fun or just a random kill. It was protecting my two angels. I wouldn't live if they both died. He deserved it. If I didn't then who knows what would of happened.
Couple days later.
Charlie POV
I stayed behind back at the hotel room as Dean was at a house show. I've been thinking really hard about this. And... I just don't think I can have him around me anymore. Just thinking about it makes me cry. I was gonna tell him when he gets back. My palms are literally sweating. My heart is racing.
The door opened. Here goes nothing...
He placed his bags down and closed the door. He sat down and turned the TV on. I walked over. "Dean-" "Not now Charlie. I just need to be alone" "I need to-" "I said I wanna be alone" "But-" "I SAID-" "I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU ANYMORE DEAN" I screamed. His face dropped.
"What?" "I just can't Dean. You're dangerous" "What do you mean?" "You killed someone with no shame an-" "Oh for goodness sake Charlie I-" "I know why you did it-" "BUT YOU'RE MAKING ME LOOK LIKE I'M SOME CRAZY PSYCHO GUY. YOU WANTED TO KILL HIM. YOU SHOT HIM TOO. YOU ONLY HAD A CHANGE OF HEART WHEN HE MENTIONED A SON WHO WE DONT KNOW IF HE WAS LYING BUT IF YOU DON'T WANNA BE WITH ME CUZ I WAS PROTECTING YOU FROM YOUR PAST THEN FINE. BUT JUST SO YOU KNOW YOU'RE A STUBBORN BITCH WHO JUST STRESSES ME OUT SO MUCH THAT MAYBE I'LL ACTUALLY BE FUCKING HAPPY" He just screamed.
"WELL IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY WITH ME THEN JUST FUCKING LEAVE." "GLADLY" He stormed out slamming the door shut.
I fell on the bed and burst into tears. I don't know anymore. He's right. I just hate being worthless to people or being stressful to them.
Dean POV
I fell down on the floor by the door. I can hear her crying which she deserved but at the same time I want to hug her and comfort her. I'm getting mixed emotions here anger, pain but most of all Heartbroken. I was just doing what was best for my family. I guess I did something wrong then.
I didn't mean to say those words to her although they can be true but my anger just got to me. "Dean?" I looked up to see Roman. He had a concern look on his face.
"Come to my Hotel room" he helped me up.
Charlie POV
I wiped my tears away looking into the mirror, Puffy Cheeks, Red eyes. I turned the tap on slowly putting my hand under the water slipping the rings off.
Someone was knocking at the door. I opened it to see Bayley and Aj. Their smiles dropped. "Charlie?" "What's wrong?" I just cried again. They pulled me into a hug.
Dean POV
"I mean I understand both points of view" he sighed and sat down. "But let's talk about your side first. You were protecting Charlotte and Charlie. If you didn't shoot Andy then I'm pretty sure he would be coming back somehow. You did the right thing." He patted my back.
"Then Charlie side. When it comes to people having kids, she has a soft heart for that but we don't know if he was lying or not. She believed him when that slipped out his mouth and she's traumatise watching a man killed right in front of her. She's scared and confused so she thought this was the best way possible was to..." "Breaking up with me" I finished his sentence. "Yeah..."
"Great just great. See this what I get for being a nice, Protecting my family. This is why I was never nice to people in the first place and then she comes a long AND HAD TO STEAL MY HEART AND CHANGE ME. BECAUSE I LOVE HER" I broke..
The tears just randomly slipped. She's turning me soft. Why am I crying over her? "Dean, it's gonna be ok" "What's the point Roman? I'll get over her soon. She's just pathetic" "Dude you're crying over her. This is new to me. I've never seen you cry bro. You really do love her" "Like I said I'll get over it." I angrily wiped my tears away.
