More Angst-
Also, this Happen's before the First Chapter of this Book-
This is a Very Short Chapter-
Anyway's, Enjoy!
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" Hey, you See that Boy Over there? "
" Yeah? What about him? "
" He Like, Never Study's! He's Always Slacking Off! "
" Really?! Ugh, I Hate People Like that! "
" I Know! Somehow, he Get's Good Grade's despite Not Studying! "
" What?! Does he Like, Bribe the Teacher's or Something? "
" No One Know's, but I Bet that he's so Dumb that he probably just Bribe's the Teacher's or Cheat's in Order to Get Good Grade's on his Work and Test's! "
" SomeOne Like him shouldn't be in this School! "
" I Know! The Principal should just Expel him Already! "
I Heard them.
Every Single Word They said.
Why does EveryOne Think I'm Dumb?
Is it because I'm to Smart for My Age that People Believe I'm Dumb?
Whatever............
I could Care Less.
But...........
What if They were Telling the Truth?
Am I Really that Dumb?
No, No, I couldn't be Dumb!
But what if They're Right?
I could actually be Dumb and I'm Lying to MySelf that I'm Not Dumb.
Maybe I'm just Lying to MySelf in Order to Feel Better about MySelf.
Or I could be Lying to MySelf that I'm Smarter than People My Age.
What does Mama and Papa Think about me?
Do They Think that I'm Dumb as Well?
Oh what am I Saying?
Of Course They Think I'm Dumb!
They Want me to do Stuff that I don't Want to do!
They Want me to be SomeOne that I'm Not!
I Hate them!
I Hate Kid's!
I Hate Teenager's!
I Hate Adult's!
I HATE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!
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Oh.............
I Got Carried Away Again............
I'm Such a Selfish Boy...........
Mama and Papa don't Deserve me............
They shouldn't have had me..............
They Deserve an Obedient Child............
A Child that doesn't Fight with them when They don't Want to do Something.................
A Child that's Good at Everything They Want them to be..................
A Child that's Perfect Enough to Deserve their Love...............
Maybe then Mama and Papa wouldn't Leave me Alone All of the Time...............
Maybe then we would be a Happy Family................
I shouldn't have been Born...............
I'm Not Worthy of their Love...............
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This Chapter has been Completed!
God Damnit-
Why do I Make so Much Angst?-
Anyway's, I'll See you in the Next Chapter!
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