CHAPTER 21-LUCAS

                                    

                                          

Derek's pov
One more week has passed and Olivia is coming to the school from today cause of the end of suspension. In the past week i realised that the school was really getting boring without Olivia being here. I missed the classes we had together, lunches with her and most of everything reminds me of her. Now i think about it she was always with me the past few months almost every time except the classes that we aren't in same.
"What's with the unusual excitement?. Dude, you look like you just won a lottery!" Blake asks eyeing me suspiciously.
"What are you saying, Blake?. I am not excited or anything. I was just happy because  my instinct say today is going to be an amazing day." I said bumping his shoulder lightly.
"Nevermind, Whatever you say man." He says rolling his eyes giving me a tired look.
"By the way, Olivia 's suspension will end today, right?." He asks taking some books from locker and arranging his stuffs.
" Yeah , It was boring without having her around." i said instantly placing some of the books back in my locker.
"When did you become so close her? Do you like her or something?" He asks half jocking but serious. He became shocked because of my sudden silence. I wasn't going to lie to my bestfriend that i don't like Olivia. 
"Don't tell me, you like her, dude?" He said shocked punching slightly on my biceps hard to believe.
"Why can't i? I think i like her, Blake." i said looking at him before starts to walk away checking the time on my watch. Only fifteen minutes is left for my class to starts.
"W-when did it happen? Why didn't you tell me, dude?" He asks dejected following me behind felling betrayed. I rolled my eyes at his dramatic action.
"You never asked! Moreover i wasn't so sure till a week ago and I was confused about my feelings." I said casually. 
What i said to Blake was true, i was confused wheather i have feelings for Sarah or Olivia. But now i know Sarah is only a good friend of mine. She helped me a lot, so i mistook her friendship as a crush. But it was just a infatuation of mine. She was kind and nice to talk with but what i feel towards Olivia is couldn't even compared with what i felt with Sarah.
Olivia was different. She wasn't a just a friend from beginning. She was something more. I always tried to find reasons to hate her just because i don't want to accept my feelings for her. I didn't felt i have a heart before i met Olivia. She makes my heart to beat like a ticking time bomb. I don't know why i feel this towards Olivia!.
Did i need a reasons to like someone?.
I don't know what i am going to do after realised she have someone else in her heart. I know i don't left a chance as her boyfriend. She was gorgeous and have everything and i was a nothing but that doesn't mean i am just going to give up on her. I will try my best to make her mine. It was her choice to accept me or not, i going to let her choose what she want. I only wanted her to be happy.
"So what about Sarah?. You don't like her anymore?" He asked nudging me with a smirk.
"I think, i did't liked Sarah from the beginning. I just mistook our friendship as something more." I said looking at him. Blake must be shocked thinking how my interest suddenly changed .It taked me quite sometimes to accept it myself that i likes Olivia and not Sarah, so it's okay. Anyway he nodded understanding after a while.
"What's going on there?" Blake asks himself looking at the crowd infront of main block. Some of them looked surprised and some of them looks like they are seeing a celebrity.