Chapter Two

                                    

                                          
DA note: I know Tay's a Buddhist IRL (or whatever his Wikipedia says) but this is a fan fiction. And also I am not Christian so I did take help from the internet to do the wedding scene.
Trigger warning: Suicide attempt.
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I feel like I am standing in a dream or a movie scene.
This scene of people sitting on the benches, talking and laughing amongst themselves, has fallen in a slow motion.
White vignette is all around everyone.
A gush of cool air caresses my cheeks as I look up, snapping out of my reverie. Clouds are passing above us but on a very slow note.
Thank God it is cloudy otherwise an open air arrangement during summer season of Thailand was definitely going to be a wrong idea.
I look back down, going back to creating wedding video in my mind but stopping midway as my eyes fall over the decorations this time.
I will never understand why people use white in weddings.
Yes, it does symbolize purity and virtue but it's such a color that always makes me sad.
I look down at my coat pocket, small white flowers are smiling up at me.
They sure look pretty but a color other than white could have been used.
Such as... Pink?
But pink is the color of love.
And this marriage...
My mind reels back to when I agreed to this arrangement...
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"But I have a boyfriend, mom! I cannot marry someone just like that!"
I had arrived back from a business trip that morning when this conversation was echoing in our house.
"And are you really serious about him?"
That was my mom's voice.
"Let's say I am not, will you still force me?"
"Welcome back, P'Tay."
I'd snapped my eyes at Sarun, who was greeting me. She had recently joined the team of housekeepers,
"Force?! Have I ever forced you on anything?"
She'd proceeded to take the suitcase from my hand as I'd looked back up, my brows creasing a little,
"Then what is this that you are doing right now?!"
"Sarun?" She'd met my eyes, "Yes, P'Tay?"
"Cool down, Earth! She's only thinking about your future!"
"What's happening? What's this all about?"
"Thank you very much but I am capable of that!"
She'd sighed then, "My information comes from the shouting you're hearing. Basically, Khun Nok and Khun Amarin have shown a proposal to Khun Earth. They want him to at least get engaged to the person whose proposal they're showing him."
"Look at you! Running your mouth just like that!"
My eyes had shifted again to where the yelling was coming from for a moment before I'd looked back at Sarun,