"Hayes, I'm sorry for hurting you again. I guess your getting really sick of all my shit I dump on you. You are such a wonderful guy and I don't know how you put up with me. I treat you like your nothing and you so greatly don't deserve that at all.I've written this letter time after time, over and over again. I think I've finally got my words straight this time. It's hard to admit but I'm afraid of being alone. I'm afraid of loosing you. That sounds like the most stupidest excuse but it's only the truth. The thought of you not being there kills me. So I guess my fear has come to reality because I'm loosing you and it's the most painful feeling I can ever experience. You don't have to talk to me ever again and I completely understand that. You have the right to treat me as I treated you. Please just know that I love you. I will always be waiting for you, goodbye Hayes."
I stood up from the cold, metal park bench. I had to give this to him some how.
My warn down converse hit the ground as I walked to his house. The soles were rubbed down so there was only a half a inch left. My feet ached from the walk there. Finally the roof of his house peered around the corner.
I slipped the note into the old, faded mail box. Then slowly made my way back to my house dreading what I'm about to do. I have to end everything with Jack also. If I want Hayes to forgive me and love me again I have to send Jack away for good.
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Being With You
FanfictionSophie must move again! When she's first settling in with the new life style and school she thought it would turn out to be a great new start, but it ends up being hell. The only good thing is she runs into a amazing, sweet, talented boy named Hayes...
