Chapter- Fifty Seven

                                    

                                          
The performances were good on the award show. The fourth gen and newer kpop groups had chance to perform. But somehow you couldn't enjoy as your mind was in somewhere else. 
Even you couldn't smile on camera and did some fanservice since you were not feeling well. You felt much pain in heart. Again you felt so left out. When you were looking at mingyu so frequently that once Mingyus eyes met yours. He raised his eyebrows indicating what you were thinking. 

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
He is smiling for what?! You looked away. This is sick! You didn't know Mingyu looked at you since you were on screen because you were nominated for the hottest female idol. You didn't notice but then realized they were going to announce the male and female hottest idol together. Surely it's not for the looks, it was for the new song you just released. But when later it was announced you and Yeonjun as the hottest female and male idol, fans then were talking it was also for looks along with songs. It surprised you since you didn't expect the song to be awarded. You made it because you were feeling depressed, so you worked on it to make you busy. Seventeen's screams were more than the screams of carats. They were pretending like you became the miss universe or something. They were clapping standing around you since you were from Seventeen, it's their honour. You stood up after getting sure it was real. Seungkwan was literally jumping holding you. 
'I told you guys this gonna be lit!'
He was screaming to Woozi and Dokyeom, like they didn't say the same thing. 
You looked at Mingyu who was looking so proud, he even started recording after clapping so hard. Who cares about his record when he is with other girl!? 
Seungkwan Dino Dokyeom went with you to take you to the stage. You were feeling embarrassed the way Seventeen was treating you. 
'See her dress. Should I hold it for you y/n?'
Seungkwan told as your dress was touching the floor. They thought to hold it to make it funny. 
'I'm doing it.'
Dino bent to the floor holding the dress part in an artistic way. You couldn't but had to smile at his work. 
The male Mc was Chanyeol. Since he has a flirty ship with you, he came to receive you from Seventeen. He spread his elbow for you to hold. 
Oh my God how funny! They pretending like you can't walk. Dk was pretending to cry, he was looking emotional. With chanyeol you got to the stage and said hello to yeonjun as he was waiting for you after reading his award. Since Yeonjun is older than you in age and also you were his sunbae, things get funny when they talk to you with due respect. Yeonjun was getting shy as you were much senior than him at the same time you couldn't stop smiling at his work. He was looking busy to give you enough space. 
After receiving the award you talked to yeonjun in low pitch to make him comfortable. He is over reacting today. He is not like this in other times. 
Since you weren't expecting the award, you couldn't say a long speech there. With broken Korean and English you finished your speech