Chapter 50

                                    

                                          
I shifted my head a little bit as I opened my eyes. A warm body was laying beside me with their arms around me. I moved my head slowly to see who is was. It was Jack. Im in Jacks thick muscular arms. 
                          
My eyes felt like they couldn't open. They felt so swollen from crying.
                          
"Hey" he said looking down at me.
                          
My head was pounding. I looked at him.
                          
"It's alright nothing happened" he said reassuringly.
                          
He gave me a weary look, flinching assuming I would go off at him. But I couldn't I just starting crying. My shoulders cave in as I try to keep in the sobs.
                          
"You treat me so well. I keep trying to drive and push you away. What makes you stay?"
                          
"Sophie." He says pulling me closer. "I'm so sorry for the things I've done, but I can't help myself. I'm so crazy in love with you. You have Broken my heart countless amounts of times but I have to keep coming back and trying. When we were on the roof back at the hotel I was going to express my feelings, but it didn't feel right. Then last night you didn't let me explain my self. I tried twice but you shut me out. You want me one minute and the next your all over Hayes. I'm going to keep fighting for you. I will be here now, but if your going to treat me like I'm everything and nothing at the same time, I'm going to give up. It hurts to say that" he trails off softly.
                          
Oh god. He just admitted to being in love with me. How can this be happening to me? I can't breathe. I just laid there silence. 
                          
I sniffled my tast year away. I slipped out of his arms as I took in the powerful words. 
                          
I needed to be with Hayes. Jack isn't the one for me. I thought he could be, but he's not. I want out of what we have before it goes to far.