Barista 32

                                    

                                          
Yeonjun didn’t tell me when Taehyun will come back. I went home and I found Soobin and Aera eating. I sighed and didn’t talk to them. I just head inside my room.
“Hey! Eat with us!” Soobin hyung yelled.
I didn’t answer and took a hot shower. I found myself crying while the water’s dripping on my body. My fist clenched and I punched the wall out of frustration.
“Kang Taehyun you’re making me crazy as always,” I muttered and brushed my hair to the back.
I head out from the shower with a towel wrapped around my waist. I saw Aera holding my phone. I walk towards her and snatched it away from her. “What are you doing?” I asked with my cold tone.
“J-just—“
“Not just because I told you I’ll stay with you, it also means I still like you. I’m still in for breaking up,” I stated and turn my back at her.
I started wearing clothes and went outside my room to try calling Taehyun but that’s when I knew he blocked me. I almost throw my phone in frustration. I took a bottle of soju from the fridge and started drinking.
“Why?” I asked Aera because she’s looking at me.
“Y-you’re bleeding,” she answered while looking at my hand.
That’s when I saw my knuckles bleeding. “Don’t mind it,” I coldly replied and drink again.
“B-but—“
“Go inside and sleep!” I yelled at her that actually made her froze.
“O-okay,” she replied and head back to my room.
“Damn it,” I cursed and drinks again.
I spend almost two hours in there by myself and I manage to drink four bottles. My head is spinning and I know I’m kinda drunk but it feels not enough. I was about to open my fifth bottle when someone stopped me.
“That’s enough,” Aera said.
I pushed her hand. “Didn’t I tell you to sleep already?” 
“You’re already drunk. You should sleep now too,” she replied.
I stood up and looked at her. “Are you really going to kill yourself if I leave you?” I asked.
She was taken aback. “I c-can.”
I scoff. “Stupid,” I hissed and walk passed her.
But she gripped my wrist and pulled me towards her that made us kissed. I pushed her but he resisted, so I kissed her back. I lift her and she wrapped her legs around my hips.
We head inside the room and I laid her there. I kissed her neck but then I heard her low sobs that made me stop. I didn’t say anything and just stood up, ready to walk away.
“B-babe,” she called me and hugged me from behind. “I-if you want to do it, let’s do it. I don’t care! I-if that’s what you want— just don’t leave me. I can act like a slut too. P-please, just stay,” she cried as she begged.
I bit my lower lip and hold her hand and pulled it away from me. “I’m sorry,” I muttered and go out.
My head felt heavy so I laid myself in the couch and sleep. When I wake up, blanket’s already wrapping me. Then I smelled a familiar scent of soup.
I seat up and looked at the kitchen, that’s where I saw Aera preparing something. She’s busy putting the soup from the pot into the bowl when she realized I’m looking at her.
She paused for a second and then smiled at me. “Good morning! I cooked you a hangover soup. You should eat it now,” she greeted me and placed the bowl on the table.