Scared is a Understatement

                                    

                                          
Prompt: Second part of jealousy is a good look for you. Also I'm kinda using this prompt with it. Caspar has something up his sleeve maybe a prom surprise? 
                          
Words: 1200 
                          
Authors note - Am I proud of this? No, but I really felt the need to put something up. Sorry I haven't updated. My cat had kittens, mothers day, my birthday was this week, my brother flew out here along with my uncle for a week. Finishing up school. Just a lot of stuff. 
                          
ALSO if I did a Methan one shot book thingy would any one read it? 
                          
Question: Name you five favorite songs. Go!
                          
Answer: Superheroes - The Script 
Soldier - Before you Exit
Gasoline - TROYE!!! ( am I the only one that know when they see the spelling Troy that doesn't feel right?) 
Lullaby - Paradise Fears 
Back Home - Andy Grammer 
                          
"What am I going to do?" Zoe looked up from her notebook when she heard Caspar. It had been a few weeks since the incident and it didn't look to be getting any better. Joe stayed up in his bedroom most of the time and when he was out he just ignored everything being said to him. As for Caspar, Zoe didn't really know, but by the looks of it he seemed to be the same way. "How could I fucking mess up this bad?" 
                          
Zoe looked back at her brother who was talking to his teacher about some extra credit work. She knew that he probably wouldn't like her talking to Caspar but he didn't have to know. Zoe checked one last time to make sure Joe wasn't looking and asked towards Caspar who had his head against his locker door. "Casp?"
                          
Caspar spun around, red eyed. He had deep bags under his eyes and his hair was even more of a mess then it usually was. "What do you want? Your brother send you to come and tell me how bad of a person I am? Because if he did I already know so just leave."
                          
Zoe looked him over once more before putting a hand on his shoulder. Caspar's head slowly looked up into Zoe's eyes. "Look Caspar he doesn't even know I'm here." 
                          
"Then why are you here?" Zoe was just about to answer when a crash came from the other side of hall. Both Caspar and Zoe looked over and was surprised when they saw Joe sprawled out on the floor with books all around him. "Joe!"
                          
Caspar ran over to him, gently guiding him back to his feet. Once he was standing Joe pushed Caspar's hands off his sides. "Are you okay?" 
                          
"Do I look okay? Do I really look okay?" Joe dusted off his shirt before looking past Caspar and to Zoe who was covering her mouth with her hand. "I can't believe you." 
                          
Joe turned on his heals and walked off down the hallway. Caspar signed and picked up the stack of books and put the back onto the cart. "You okay?"
                          
Caspar turned around and looked at Zoe, shaking his head before walking down the opposite hallway. Zoe turned back around and followed her brother down the hallway. 
                          
*
                          
To Zoe!
                          
I need help. Can you come meet me at that yogurt place down the road from my house? Don't tell Joe!
                          
To DCasp
                          
Yeah I'll meet you there in a hour. Trust me right now Joe won't even let me in his room so no need for that. See you soon. 
                          
Caspar's legs shook under the table as he waited at the table in the yogurt shop. He still couldn't believe he had actually asked Zoe to come and meet him. 
                          
Caspar looked down at the melting yogurt, Zoe was now ten minuets late. He was just about to leave when he felt a hand on his shoulder. "Casp!" Caspar almost jumped out of the seat when he heard the voice of Zoe Sugg. 
                          
"God Zoe. You almost gave me a heart attack and I'm not even out of high school yet." Caspar put his hand over his heart as Zoe sat down across from him. 
                          
"Sorry about it." Zoe grabbed the menu on the table and started looking through it. "Anyways what's your plan?"
                          
"What do you mean 'plan'?" Zoe looked up from the menu and gave him a knowing smile, before looking back down at the menu. 
                          
"It means I know you want to get Joe back somehow and the reason you wanted to talk was because of this so called plan. Now let's get to work."

                          
*
                          
"You ready for this?" Zoe put her hand on Caspar's shoulder. He looked like he was about to puke. 
                          
"No, but I have to." Caspar stood up from his chair and slowly made his way to the center of the room. He looked around, making sure that Joe could clearly see him, before standing up on the table. 
                          
"Excuse me! Can I have you attention!" Everyone started to quiet down as they turned and looked at the South African.
                          
"I'm going to tell everyone something. For you who don't know and everyone. My boy, I mean ex-boyfriend broke up with me." Caspar turned towards Joe who was looking straight at him with his mouth hanging open. 
                          
"The reason I'm his ex is because I let a girl get in between me and him. I complete ignored him for this girl and because of that he broke up with me. That same night I went to a party with said girl." There were a few car whistles from the jocks, but Caspar couldn't take his eyes off of Joe. It was like he was only speaking to him. 
                          
"I messed up badly at this party and did things I regret. I'm not here to talk about that. I wanna talk about how much he means to me. He literally got me through last year. Without him, I wouldn't have passed. Not to mention he's been my best friend for years. He's someone I never want to lose and yet I fear I did." Joe looked down at his plate of food. 
                          
"His laugh is like angles singing and don't even get me started on his smile. When he kisses me, I feel like everything that's bad in the world, turns good and that I'm weightless. That I can do anything. I can honestly say, even though I'm still in high school, that I want to marry this boy someday and spend everyday with him, because no matter what he say, he will always be the love of my life. I love you Joe, so much." Joe looked down at his hands. He really didn't know what to say. Of course he still loves Caspar, but was taking a risk something he wanted to do right now.
                          
"The other reasons was because-" Caspar stepped down and walked towards Joe. His heart was now beating twice the speed then it probably should be. "-because I wanted to ask him to prom. To have a night full of fun and laughter." Caspar finally got to Joe, who was covering his face with his hands. "So what do you say. Be my one and only?"
                          
Caspar pulled Joe's hands gently away from his face, only to reveal a tear stained face. "Don't cry. Please don't cry." He quickly sat down next to him and brought him into his arms. "Please don't cry." 
                          
Joe wiped his face with his hand. "Casp I just-"
                          
"Just don't. Don't say it please." Caspar buried his head back into Joe's hair. He inhaled the sweet sent of strawberries and kiwi. 
                          
"I can't believe I'm about to say this but yes." Caspar moved his face away from the brunette hair and looked down at the shorter boy. 
                          
"Yes?" 
                          
"Yes Caspar." 
                          
* 
                          
"You know I only said yes because I felt sorry for you." Caspar smiled down at the boy who was in his arms. They were dancing together at the prom. 
                          
"Well it was still a yes." Joe smiled as he pulled Caspar closer to him. He really did love that boy.