6. wrap it before you tap it

                                    

                                          
i was woken up with a loud car door opening. 
"oh holy shit shut up" i groan as i sit up. "fuck sake" rafe sighs as he rubs his eyes. 
"oh im sorry sleeping beauties" pope says sarcastically making rafe send everyone his middle finger. 
"were about to go fuck shit up at someones party!" topper screams. 
"can you just drop me off please? im really not in the mood" i say. "yeah yeah fine" john b says. "me to" rafe says.
"fuck i literally dont have a way of getting in to my house i jumped out the damn window" i say. 
"just go with rafe to my house" sarah says. "could i?" i ask rafe. he nods. "yeah sure, but im warning you its ganna be boring im going straight to sleep" he says. "its okay. same" i say. 
they drive to the camerons and me and rafe get out of the van. 
"wrap it before you tap it!" jj says. all the boys laugh like animals as kiara and sarah look disgusted. "what the fuck?!" rafe yells. 
"oh i got one to! wrap the willy before you get silly!"  kelce yells making everyone laughs even harder. 
"ooh! wrap your willy, you dont want a kid named billy!" topper says making everyone laugh so hard they cant breath. 
sarah looks like she could kill someone. 
"shut the fuck up you weird fucking weirdos! your not even funny!" rafe yells as we walk inside. 
"there so disgusting" i say whisper with a quiet laugh. 
rafe nods as we walk upstairs. 
we walk in to his room and he takes off his hoodie, throws it, and gets in to his bed. 
"you can sleep in my bed.. or if you're not comfy with it you can sleep in sarahs room?" he says. 
"im comfy" i say as i get in to his bed. i take off his hoodie and gently place it on to the floor. 
"you're so pretty" he whispers. "hm?" i say. "nothing" he says as he turns around. 
i stop to think. "you're pretty to" i whisper. 
he turns back around and looks at me funny. 
"you heard me?" he asks. i nod. 
"i meant it" he says as he tucks some hair behind my ear. 
i feel mega butterflys. i liked him, a lot, to heard him say this was like music to my ears. 
"you really think so?" i ask. "fuck yeah i do, you're fucking perfect" he says. 
i lean over and press my lips against his. 
at first he doesn't react but he very quickly kisses back, hard. 
he gets on top of me without, breaking the kiss. 
he stops kissing me, and starts kissing my neck. 
his hand goes under my loose tank top and up my stomach, grabbed my breast since i didn't have a bra on. 
"oh fuck" i moan out. 
"rafe please" i whisper. "please what?" he asks. "dont make me say it" is say. 
he completely stops everything. "say it" he says. 
"wrap it, and then tap it" i say while laugh. 
he laughs before nodding and placing a kiss on my lips. 
~
me and rafe, just.. did it. he was in the bathroom throwing away his condom. 
i put on my short and tank top again and get comfy in his bed. when he walks back in he is in his sweat pants and shirtless. he has total sex hair which turn me on even more. 
i had countless hickeys all over my body and was completely ruined inside out but it was okay. 
he gets in to the bed and smile. 
"good night" i whisper. "good night darling" he whispers as he drifts off to sleep. 
~
im awoken when i feel shaking beside me. i turn around and see rafe shaking badly, he was breathing heavy and saying "no" over and over again. 
"rafe" i whisper. "hey rafe!" i say again.
his eyes shoot open and he immediately shoots up. "hey-hey its okay it was just a dream. im here" i say. 
he hugs me tightly when i accept. "its okay, im here baby. you're okay." i say. i kiss his cheek as he pulls away. 
he doesn't say anything as he lays back in bed. 
he wraps his arms around my waist and nuzzles his head on to my chest. "thank you" he whispers. "for what?" i ask. 
"being here. making me feel safe after that terrible fucking dream" he says. 
i make him feel safe. 
"not a problem rafe. im happy" i whisper to him. 
we both fall back asleep. 
~
when i wake up in the morning rafe is already up,
and getting ready. 
"good morning" i say. "morning" he says. 
"im bout to go hit the gym with top and kelce" he says. "oh" i nod. 
i get out if his bed and yawn. 
i walk over to him and rub my eyes. 
"what are we?" i ask randomly. "hm?" he asks. "you know" i whisper. 
"oh? that was for fun- like a one time thing.. wait- you didn't think.." he says. "no no, i knew i just wanted to make sure." i say. 
i didn't know. 
"i should go home" i say. "bye" he says as he kisses my forehead. what the fuck. 
"bye" i whisper as i walk out of his room, out the front door, and to my house. 
oh god i shouldn't have slept with him. 
a/n: 
sorry for robbing you guys i didn't feel like writing smut hehe
also sorry for a short chapter i really don't have ideas for this book... 
love ya
byee
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