❝Too hideous?❞ ❝Hahahah nooo! You are too mean!❞ ❝She could never stand a chance with anyone here, she can't be here without looking like a fool herself. Some people don't know their places and it's just pathetic, haven't you looked at yourself in t...
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I didn't realise he was kissing me up until he was slowly moving his lips with mine. This was the softest kiss ever.
"I know it's hard for you but we are in this together. We won't talk about the past and let's just enjoy the present, okay?" he whispered in front of my lips while looking into my eyes with a soft gaze.
Once again, I let my emotions take control over me. This time, didn't have anyone to blame other than myself because I knew what I was doing.
I nodded my head and led him to the way to my home. I was intoxicated by him and I wasn't embarrassed to say it. The more I was getting closer to him, the harder it was to stay away from him.
Especially after tasting his soft lips, how could I distance myself away from him?
This is going to be my biggest regret and the biggest sin I'm committing in my life but I knew I was ready to risk it all if it was to see him look at me this way - with pure adoration.
My unrequited love wasn't one sided anymore.
•••
Sometimes, you wish to have something so badly but once you get it, you realise that the awaiting period was much more exciting and special than the thing in question.
This was what was happening to you right now.
The past month, your obsession towards Jimin subsided. You realised that the image of Jimin of what you had in your head was completely different to the real Park Jimin.
There wasn't a day that went by that Jimin wasn't with you the past month.
You enjoyed every single moment of it because let's be real, this was your ultimate dream & fantasy but you also realised something valuable, it's the fact that you fell in love with his illusion.
He was still very much the person whom you envisioned but he wasn't technically that person.
His beauty was the first thing that caught your attention towards him but you realised that he was very self-conscious about his outer appearance to the point he would care about what others thought of him.
His laugh was the most precious thing you had ever seen but you realised that he wasn't able to laugh in his strict household.
His kindness radiated to you even in a 20min train journey and that was because of the fact that he wanted to be kind to others because he wasn't receiving that treatment at home.
Jimin might be the popular guy and the campus heartthrob but in reality, he was like everybody else. He wasn't perfect and had flaws of his own.
This didn't make you love him any less, in actual reality this only made you realise that what you had before was as you thought was, an unhealthy obsession.
