CH 13

                                    

                                          
Y/N's POV
I woke up with a heavy headache I looked around the room and found myself in my own room I was wondering what happened that i am here when suddenly my room's door opened reveling jennie. 
Y/N: what am I doing here? Aren't we supposed to be in university right now? 
Jennie: yeah but you remember what happened 1 hour ago in university's cafeteria. 
She said this then I started thinking hard about what happened when my mind showed me some pictures after thinking a lot I remembered all of it clearly and I regret it... 
Jennie's POV 
Y/N started shaking and crying so much this indicates that she remembers everything now I went towards her and hugged her tightly. 
Jennie: it's okay I am here nothing is happening to you he is not here only me and you don't worry. 
Everything is fine 
It's all okay 
No one will hurt you 
Don't cry my baby 
Please don't. 
She didn't stop crying I kept repeating everything is okay and don't cry but she didn't stop so I stopped I just sat beside her hugging her patting her back comforting her she needs to take it all out, crying is the best way to relieve all the stress and think clearly I let her cry but didn't leave her alone I would never leave her alone. 
After a while y/n stopped crying I looked at her she looked so messy her nose was red her cheeks were red, eyes swollen and red I looked at her eyes and saw all the pain she is trying to hold she still wants to cry she has a lot in her mind but she doesn't want it all out she won't say anything about it and keep it to herself I know y/n very well once she realised why and what happened she won't share her feelings. 
Jennie: everything is okay don't worry go take a shower and about university I already took a leave for you and me too so just think it was our half day only. 
Y/N: it's still early I guess our lunch would've ended like 20 minutes ago I am fine should we go back? 
Jennie: no!! Even after what happened today you wanna go back. 
Y/N: I can't do anything about it but I can't tell everyone about all this never I wanted to tell all this to jungkook oppa but I am coward I can't even start talking about it in front of my brother I could never. 
Y/N: and I can't sit back here we'll soon be free from university then I'll go on my own way Mark won't even remember me I know.................. 
She said this and kept quiet she quietly moved towards her rooms bathroom to freshen up but i know everything she wanted to cry but she just couldn't she wants to look like a mature person but she is a baby I know her she needs someone to support her, she needs a lot of love, she needs care, she is a fragile innocent angel who can make everyone's world bright but her own world is dark. 
She doesn't let's anyone know about the things that is going on with her but I know, we know that she is going through a lot the pain she feels everyday is too much, the fear she always goes through before entering school but she just doesn't wants to lose herself in all of this so she fights she takes all if the things she is going through in her and comes back with a smile just to lighten your day up. 
In bathroom
Y/N's POV 
I closed the door of my bathroom and slid down on the floor crying my heart out I got up opened the shower door Turned it on the max and sat there crying I can't I had enough why am I such a coward? Why can't I protect myself? Why do I always give up? Why do I always let everybody hurt me? I am nothing I can't do anything for myself I am always dependent on others oppa, jennie and my other friends must be tierd of me oppa always have to take care of me.