Chapter 31

                                    

                                          
Adria's POV:
I woke up in Lucian's bed my head banging. I sat up and waited until I regained my vision before I looked around the room. Lucian was sleeping next to me. Then I looked at his night stand and there was almost empty whiskey bottle.
He's been drinking.
I sneaked out of the bed not to wake him and walked to the bathroom. I found some pain killers and took them for my headache. I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked like a zombie. I was sure I slept for like a whole day but I looked like I hadn't slept a week. I washed my face with cold water. 
This has been the craziest week of my life. Lucian has been hurt almost two times and I almost killed one time. Life doesn't feel real anymore. It feels like a nightmare and a dream at the same time but I'm not waking up.
Lucian isn't doing great ether, I know he feels bad, he thinks it's his fault. He is tired, stressed and now he's taken alcohol in the mix. This needs to stop. We're hurting each other more this way. 
I took a shower and washed my whole body and when I walked back out in the bedroom with towel wrapped around my body and my hair Lucian was awake and sitting on the side of the bed grabbing his head.
I got a glass of water and some pain killer and gave them to him. He looked up at me and then at the pills and then took them.
"You've been drinking" I said putting the glass down on his night stand and taking away the whiskey bottle.
"I got carried away yesterday" he said as I walked into the bathroom and poured out the rest of the wishes in the sink.
I didn't say anything and just rested on the door frame of the bathroom looking at him.
"Are you okay?" He asked me looking up at me.
"Are you?" I asked him.
"Come here" he said and gestured with his hand for me to come over to him.
I walked to him and he hugged my body burying his head in my stomach.
"Can you forgive me?" He asked me.
"If you don't make this a habit of yours" I said and brushed trough his hair with my fingers.
I learned down and planted a kiss at the top of his head. 
"I'm going home" I said and walked away from him.
"Did you forget what happened yesterday?" He asked me his tone a little annoyed now.
"No, but I'm not staying here" I said and picked up my clothes from the chair.
"You're not going back to your apartment" Lucian said.
"Lucian -" I started to say but I was cut of when he turned me around to face him and my clothes fell from my hand on the floor.
"I said you're not going home" he said in a demanding tone.
"And you're not telling me what to do" I said with anger now.
"Are you stupid? Do you want to get yourself killed?!" Lucian almost shouts.
"I'm still alive aren't I?" I shouted back at him.
"You just got lucky" he said still shouting.
"I'll get lucky again" I picked up the clothes from the floor.
"It doesn't work that way in my world" he pulled the clothes out of my hands.
I looked into his eyes still holding on to my clothes while he kept trying to take them away from me. We both were mad at each other and didn't take our eyes of off each other until Lucian let go of the clothes.