⤹ TWELVE

                                    

                                          
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jin - ocd jjan!
joon- insomnia/anxiety namu
yoon - depression yunki
hobi - hyperactivity hobi
jimin - ed - b/p park
tae - abuse taebear
koo - ed - ana koogi
jungkook stared mindlessly at the collection of gorging food before him. and though, seated in the cafeteria of their booming school, the atmosphere claustophobic and ravenous, blaring with a deafening shout from many gluttonous children.
and though, he could hear all this beyond believe, he wasn't fully there. the sound had even sort of muffled, he felt floaty and spacey. floating away into the galaxy of clausted stars. 
"..ey"
"hey!"
"hey, jungkookie!"
a sharp snap slowly scumbed his personal back to the reality. he blinked sloppily, eyes attached to the arching, handsome male before him.
"hey, are you alright?" taehyung looked slightly bored, his faded magnum eyes dull and saturated and slanted as if he wished the school day to finish sooner. 
nibbling his soft, strawberry lips, jungkook nodded furiously and pushed up a perky grin up his bunny-bucked lips. "yeah, hyungie! just sleepy, perhaps!" he held the overwhelming, fat, porous sandwich in his two hands grimly.
"man, i need a good fag, fuck." taehyung lent against his abstracted hand, his eye twitching a little from withdrawal. "here." 
the sound came from a gaunt-looking yoongi as he marched towards the table. sneaking a small packet of cigarettes to taehyung, "you left them at mine." taehyung brightened up remarkably. "holy shit dude, you're the jam!"
"gi-hyungie, have you lost some weight?" jungkook puffed his cheekies and frowned dishearteningly. he pressed his sandwich further out his view, purposely trying to avoid eating it and forcing conversation upon his hyungs. 
"have i?" yoongi glanced at his lanky, thin wrists betrayingly. "have you been skipping meal, hyungie?" yoongi shrugged, sitting beside taehyung with a soft grunt. his strong aftershave scent mixed with a faint coconut tint made jungkook's heart clench a little.
"i haven't been well, recently. must have forgotten to eat." yoongi was ever so nonchalant that it almost made jungkook pissy with envy.
"ah." jungkook grinned regardless, the sandwich long forgotten and now he seemed fixated on water bottle. water had zero calories. it was safe.
"you look like you've gained weight." taehyung stuffed his face of the school's spaghetti, which was grossly coated in such a maroon and thick layer of sauce. jungkook eyed it curiously, estimating how many calories would be used in such water-thick noodles, the high calories meats and the sauce.. oh the sauce.
"i-i have?" he looked down.
"mmh!" taehyung spoke with his mouth full, swallowing quickly. jungkook found this barbaric, how one wasn't savouring his food and continued eating without hesitation.
"you have a little more fat on you, it's pretty cool. you don't look too sickly now." jungkook's face frozen with a sickly pink that drained away his soft tan. "i look.. bigger?" taehyung nodded furiously. "yeah, like you've gained 3kg in the last week!"
there was a loud slam of jungkook's hands upon the table. shocking the rambling taehyung, silencing him. "o-oh!" jungkook smiled. "i really need the bathroom, don't wait for me!"
"you idiot!" yoongi slapped taehyung's arm. "ow! what did i do?" he whined. yoongi frowned, his soft pale skin complimenting his lovely eyes. "you implied jungkook got fatter!"
taehyung rubbed his arm with pouted lips. "but he did! he should be cool with it, he looks so much healthier~"
"that's what you did." yoongi frowned, watching an orange-haired skip towards their table. "you called him 'fat'.. that's a one way ticket for him to relapse you fool!" 
taehyung frowned in realisation. he bit upon his bottom lip, swelling it instantly.. anxiety indulgence, intrus began to manipulate his mind. he had no want to become a tool to relight the misery of starvation for jungkook.
"i-i should go and apologise." yoongi held him down. "don't, it's no use now." taehyung wistfully stared to the direction of the bathroom, eyes clouded over regretfully.. what has he reignited?