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Lisa POV:
I'm in the park of the school with Jungkook siting in the grass reading a book and enjoying the calmness of the surrounding.
I furrowed my eyebrows, when I saw Jennie hook her arms in the shoulder of a girl and I stared at them. 
" Tsk...she said she won't let me go and she love but now she's already with someone else. "I muttered sarcastically and I continue to stared at them.
" Did you said something Lis?"Jungkook curiosity said.
" U..uhm nothing "I said and I look away to Jennie's direction.
" Uhm..Lis your book might ruined, your holding it so tightly."Jungkook said. I look at the book I'm holding and I didn't know I'm holding it so tightly. I take a deep breath and let out a sigh of mix emotion. I don't know why I'm feeling a complex emotion seeing Jennie earlier.
" Let's go, our class would start in just a minute and I won't like being late."I get up and start walking without letting Jungkook to respond.
" Hey..wait.."Jungkook run to catch with me. Jungkook walk me to my class and I enter to the room, I set in my chair and just in time the bell ring and the class started. After this I have a class in PE so where playing in the gym.
I'm thinking who is the girl with Jennie earlier, is she her new girlfriend? I shake my head in that though. It's impossible that Jennie have a girlfriend because I know that she love me so much. Right that girl is not her girlfriend I'm certain about it. Jennie love me so much and I unconsciously smile in that thought.
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Jennie POV:
I'm currently in the school clinic because I help one of the girl students that got injured and earlier when I supporting the girl going to the clinic I feel chills in my body, like someone watching me but I shrug it off.
" Ms. Nurse is she OK?"I said casually.
" Don't worry she's OK."The nurse said.
" OK..take care of her, I need to go."I said and left.
I remember that Lisa's class right now is in the gym because they would play some sport and I need to buy a bottle of water and towel to give to her. After I buy it I walk to the gym and I saw her papering for the game. I set down on the bench, watching her playing and then I saw the ball flying over to her without her knowing. Before I can run over to her to protect her, I saw Jungkook hug Lisa and the ball landed in Jungkook back.
I greeted my teeth, I saw them hugging each other while looking in their eyes and my heart broke in a million pieces again. Again and again, My heart broke in million pieces , I'm so hurt and I feel like I can't breath, I'm suffocating. 
No don't be weak, I can't let them see me like this and I promise to get Lisa back and I won't let her go. I composed myself and walk to them.
" Love are you OK?"I said. I saw Lisa shock and push Jungkook.
" I'm fine, Jungkook protect me and you don't need to be worried of me. We already over, can't you not appear in front of me and did you already forgot that you hurt me and seeing you her, I feel like you hurting me again. I don't wanna see you again!! "She said coldly with the mix of anger in her voice. 
Hearing her say that in front of me and everyone I feel like she rip my heart in my rib cage and my world collapse. She walk away, leaving me in the gym standing alone and I can't seem to move. My tears fall down on my cheeks and I cried silently there alone.
I drag my lifeless body on the car and drove off in my apartment. When I arrive in my apartment room, I immidiately drunk all my sadness and my heartbreak. 
" Hahahh.. "
I laugh sadly to myself and recall the look in her face when she say all the word in front of my face. When she all of that, she look at me blankly and coldly, not like I used to see to her when we are still together. She look at me lovingly and her eyes always sparkle when she so me but now it changed.
"I love her.
She's the one that I need.
She's my everything and my world.
But she's not with me anymore and already with someone else.
Can I really let her go?? "
I cried hard while I drunk all the bottle of beer and then I collapse from drunkenness.
" Lis how can I let you go?"I murmured for the last time before I finally laying in the floor unconscious.
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