CHAPTER 6

                                    

                                          
"I don't want to go Harry." I mumbled and cuddled closer to my best friend.
Harry just let out annoyed sigh and pulled me closer to him.
"You always do this Zayn." he mumbled.
"Every time you need to go see him you act like child and it's getting annoying." he said.
"Those were just two meeting in total we went and this is a fake date alone with him." I mumbled.
"Zayn it's going to be fine. You went out on the dates with him." Harry sighed.
"That was different. I was in love then and we were on 
good terms. Now we're not dating and we're on bad terms." I said. 
"Stop saying that bullshit. I know you still love him."Harry said.
"I do not." I lied.
Maybe I did still love him. Maybe I wanted to give him another chance. Maybe I wanted to be able to call him mine again. But if that was truth no one would know.
"Fine you don't love him anymore." Harry said annoyed.
"Now get up and go get ready." he said.
"Noooo." I protested.
"Zayn." Harry sighed.
"If you don't go and get ready right now you can't make your plan into the action." he said.
"We both know I couldn't do that to him no matter how badly he hurt me." I said and Harry sighed.
"I'm getting annoyed with you so you better go and get ready." Harry said a bit angry.
 I know it's bad when he is angry so I nodded and went to get ready. I went to the bathroom and had a quick shower before I went to get dressed. I put on my usual black jeans and put a white button up. I styled my hair and took my phone and wallet. I made my way back to the living room where Harry was waiting by the door.
"I'm ready." I said and he nodded.
 We made our way to his car and started the car ride. It was silence until I decided to ask him what was bothering me all day.
"D-Do you know where we're going and how this date will go?" I asked nervously.
"Sarah told me that you two are just going for the walk 
on the beach. She said an hour minimum. After the date Liam will take you back to your place." Harry said and I just nodded.
"What is my schedule like this week?" I asked.
"Monday and Friday you have a date with Liam again. Tuesday is song writing day and then res of the week is free if something doesn't come up." he said and I nodded.
The rest of the car ride was silent and I was looking out of the window. I was so nervous about this so called date. I don't know what will happen but I have a bad feeling about this. I wish that I could go back all the way to the high school and say no to Liam asking me out. I wish that I never fall for him. But most of all I wish that we never broke up and I wish that we can be together now. Sometimes I wonder how my life would me if Liam and I were still dating. Would we be married already? Would we have kids? Would we live together? Would we still be singers?
"We're here." Harry said, bringing me back from my day dreaming.
I looked out the window and my heart sank when I realized this was the beach where Liam and I had our first date.
"Liam I'm going to fall. Take the blindfold off." I said.
"You won't fall darling. I won't let you."  Liam said and kissed my cheek.
I blushed madly as Liam continue leading me somewhere. After about a minute we stopped and I crashed into Liam's hard back. I took a step back and he chuckled before taking my blindfold off. I blinked my eyes few times before I looked around. We were at the beach and there was a blanket set up. I turned to Liam and smiled brightly.
"Do you like it?" he asked nervously.
I just smiled and cupped his cheeks. I still can't believe how cute he was when he was nervous.
"I love it Liam." I assured him and kissed his cheek.
"Zayn." Harry said, bringing me back to reality for the second time.
"Sorry. I had a memory rush." I mumbled sadly and he nodded.
Harry just hugged me and we sat there for few minutes.
"You can text me at any moment of the evening and I will call you. I will make a scene and you will have an excuse to leave." Harry said half joking half being serious.
"I'll have that in mind." I smiled.
"I'll see you later." Harry said and hugged me one last time.
"See you later." I said and exited the car.
As I watched Harry leave an realization hit me. I never asked him where to meet Liam. I sighed annoyed and was about to call Harry when I heard his voice behind me.
"Hi." Liam said.
"Hi." I said awkwardly and turned around.
"Ready to go?" he asked.
 He put out his hand for me to take but I didn't. I saw hurt flash trough LIma's eyes but I ignored it because if I didn't I wouldn't juts take his hand. I would do worst things then just holding hands.
"Yea." I said and he nodded.
We started walking to the beach and it was a little bit awkward but we ignored the tension.
"So...um... I don't know how to say this..." Liam said awkwardly after a while.
"Just say it Liam." I said.
"I want to apologize about what happened in the club a month ago." he said and I froze.
Fuck. He knows. He knows about what happened in the club between us.
"It's fine Liam." I said.
"We were both drunk, we didn't know who the other person was. And after all it didn't mean anything. Just a drunk mistake." I said and Liam nodded weakly.
"I know you don't believe in fate but I really think this is fate bringing us back together." Liam said and I sighed.
"If we were brought together by fate we wouldn't went trough what we went." I mumbled.
Liam just nodded and after that we stayed in awkward silence for the rest of the night. When our time on the beach was over Liam was about to take me home but I told him that Harry was coming to take me home. Things were too awkward for us to be in a car together.