Chapter 44

                                    

                                          
Naomi's Pov 
                          
I got back to the house after going out with the girls and it was raining, I took a shower and got out. I put underwear and a red plaid button up shirt. I walked to the window and sat in the window sill, it was dark outside and I watched the rain. I heard my door open and I looked and saw Jake, he walked to me and pecked my forehead. I smiled and he walked to the bathroom, I looked back out the window and I saw lightning. Someone pushed me up and got behind me, I laid against Jake's bare warm chest. I turned on my side and he pulled the note out. 
                          
I heard as he unfolded the old paper and I closed my eyes tight. I looked up at him and he was reading, I looked away. His hand intertwined with mine and I kissed his stomach. He brought my hand to his mouth and kissed it, he was trying to hold back but he was mad. He let go of my hand and I felt hurt, he laid his hand on my waist. He clenched his fist and thunder rolled and I flinched. He pulled me up and hugged me tighter to his chest. 
                          
His other hand touched my arm and the other my waist. 
                          
"Jake." I said softly.
                          
"Just be quiet Naomi," he gritted through his teeth. "I'm trying to keep calm."
                          
"Do you want m-" he covered my mouth and I closed my eyes. His other hand lifted off me, I opened my eyes and sat up. I looked at him and he was looking out the window, he had his jaw clenched tight. I kissed his neck and under his jaw. 
                          
"Naomi." he said with anger, I looked into his blue eyes. They were darker and had anger, but they never looked at me. He got up making me fall back, I hit my back and he walked out. Lightning lit up my room and thunder rolled making me flinch. My phone lit up and I fell from the window sill. 
                          
"Ow." I said and I got up and grabbed my phone. Really? I fell because I had a new life on candy crush? My room lit up again and the thunder rolled loud. I started shaking and tears formed in my eyes, I tried to breathe but it didn't work. I climbed on the bed and got under the covers, it was cold in my room. I heard something break downstairs and the tears fell, I clutched the sheets and squeezed my eyes shut. Someone got on top of me and I saw blue eyes and froze, they weren't Jake's. I struggled and kicked, he touched my face and screamed and cried. He screamed my name and I stopped, I closed my eyes. 
                          
"Naomi," I heard his soft voice, I looked and saw Jake. I started crying again and he kissed my neck and my jaw. "Sh baby, it's just the storm." 
                          
"Get off Jake." I cried, I tried pushing him off but he didn't budge. He kissed my cheek and I gave up, I wrapped my arms around him. He looked at me and new tears formed, he kissed me and a sobbed slipped out. He kissed my neck and jaw and kept whispering in my ear, but I couldn't stop. 
                          
"Baby, what's wrong?" He whispered and looked at me. "I'm not mad at you, are you scared?" I shook my head no and he was getting frustrated. "Ok Naomi, stop with the crying," I flinched and he clenched his fists, I slowed down to hiccups. "What's wrong?" I was trying to hold back the tears. "Don't you dare start crying again," I looked away and he let out a breath. "Naomi, you gotta talk to me." 
                          
"You're gonna get mad." I said. 
                          
"No babydoll, I won't. I'm not mad Naomi." he said. 
                          
"It's not about the note," I said and I looked down. "I thought you were someone else." 
                          
"Who?" He asked.
                          
"I'm sorry." I said.
                          
"Naomi, who?" He asked. 
                          
"Grey," I said and he was silent, I closed my eyes. "Say something Jake." 
                          
"Naomi, I just-" he stopped. "I can't."