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Some people play victims of crimes they committed.
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Hoseok was Infront of his hyung's room as told. Namjoon said that they need to talk about what they've done and try to find a way to fix it if possible. So he told Hoseok to go get yoongi, as this conversation was serious and will include everyone. 
Hoseok knocked twice before speaking up knowing for a fact that Yoongi isn't sleeping. "Yoongi hyung, namjoon sent me to get you. We have a meeting. I know you don't want to see any of our faces right now but I think this is serious. We really need to discuss everything." There was silence for a few more seconds and Hoseok almost gave up, but then yoongi opened the door looking like a mess.
Hoseok gasped seeing the older in this phase. He looked sick. His skin was pale and almost the same color as paper. His hair was long till the point that it was touching his shoulders and covering all the way to his nose. Yoongi had decided to grow his har for this comeback, but Hoseok knew that yoongi never wanted it this tall. Aside from being long, his hair was a mess. His curls were everywhere. Hoseok couldn't see his eyes, but he knew he had been crying. The older had stains all over his face. He also has some semi-healed scars allover his arm, which terrified the younger. He didn't know if yoongi doesn't take care of himself to the point that he doesn't care if he got hurt, or...he intentionally hurts himself. He didn't want to believe it. Although yoongi didn't want anyone to see him like this, he couldn't care less right now. 
"A-are.... Are you okay?-" Hoseok stuttered.
"I'm fine." Yoongi bluntly interrupted.
The older made his way to the meeting room —aka, the living room— with the younger following behind slightly struggling to hold himself up. He wanted to vomit at the moment.
"Okay, I think we all agree that this is all of our faults, and we can't blame only one person. Everyone did something. Let's all be true to ourselves and say what we need to say now." Namjoon started as they all sad down around the dining table.
"I'll start." Jin spoke. "Everytime he told me he wasn't hungry or he already ate I'd instantly believe him, and even after that lie that chaeyoung told us, I stopped making him food... I stopped caring about him.. I called him bad names and accused him of worst things. And... I was the one responsible for the computer that broke." Everyone gasped hearing this."I pushed him because he wanted to sing the high note himself....and I didn't say anything when you were scolding him. I should've been the one punished, not him... I-" Jin started tearing up.
"You piece of shit.." Yoongi mumbled and seokjin completely agreed with him. He was a piece of shit.
"Well I uh.." Hoseok started before clearing his throat. "I was harsh on him with dance even tho he told me that he was tired. He was doing great for someone who has uhm.. cancer. I just don't know why I scolded him. I told him he was a bad dancer and that he should practice more. I also called him bad names and I always treated him badly after chaeyoung came and lied to us.. I feel so stupid." He chuckled humorously as a tear made it's way down his cheek.
"I didn't count him as a part of the group. I ignored him sometimes... And I hit him. When I thought he broke that stupid computer I hit him. I swore at him and made fun of him... " The leader cried.
"I left him alone. I let him suffer alone. I never cared about how he was feeling. I never asked him about his day like I used to do. I stopped hanging out with him to do something fun. I wasn't there when he had cancer. I told him he wasn't talented. We were soulmates... And I just left him. I hate me so much." Taehyung broke down.
"I... Told him he can't sing as well. I swore at him, I sometimes even hit him.. but that's not the worst.. I - told him to k-kill himself..." Their maknae stuttered as he hid his face between his hands.