17. Insecurities resurfacing

                                    

                                          
RECAP
Raavi was drying the clothes and in the meantime Suman called her . While going downstairs , she slipped from The stairs.
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She shouted  in a shrill frightened voice and was close to touch the ground but in the nick of time, Krish saved Raavi. 
"Bhabhi, (in a panicking voice) Aap theek hona!?.. " Raavi who closed her eyes shut and was in a great fear hugged Krish and started crying. 
Suman, Dhara and Rishita came as fast as they could to see what the matter was. "Bhabhi, shaant ho jao.." Krish tried to calm down Raavi by patting her back. Raavi who was constantly crying sat on the ground and started hiccupping. Dhara brought water for her. She gulped down the water in a go but still tears were flowing from her eyes. 
"Ayye Raavi. Kya hua??" Suman wheeled the chair where Raavi was sitting and rubbed her back to soothe & calm her down. Raavi immediately hugged Suman and was murmuring some incoherent words. Suman and Krish slowly took her to the cot and let her sit.
"Chot aayi hai tujhe?? Ayye Kris, tu hi bata kya hua tha?" Suman asked in a serious tone. "Maa, Raavi bhabhi terrace pe kapde sukhaa rahi thi, shayad aapne bulaya tha toh woh waapis aa rahi thi, seedhiyon pe paani gira tha dekha nahi hoga bhabhi ne; slip karne waali thi, woh toh achaa hua mein tha warna bhabhi gir hi jaati." Suman adjusted her pallu & soothed Raavi's back. "Dhara, jaa jaake isse kamre mein chod de... dari hui hai abhi." Dhara nodded and took Raavi to her room.
"Suman tu bhi na... Kya zarurat thi bulaane ki, Ab yeh Markundi gai ro roke pura ghar na dooba de." Suman sighed thinking.
"Kya Raavi?? Dhyaan se chalna chahiye na, Shiva theek hi kehta hai, jab dekho tu girti padti rehti hai... Abhi chot lag jaati, toh Shiva mujhe hi dosh deta usdin ki tarah." Dhara asked a little bit confused & annoyed "Aakhir Raavi itna kyun dar gai girne se?" She thought in her mind. 
But Raavi simply clutched her mangalsutra from one hand and her belly from the other and laid on the bed. Dhara walked out of the room.
"Aaj agar mein gir jaati toh? Baby, usse kuch...." She can't complete the sentence and tears again escaped from her eyes. "Itni careless mein kaise ho sakti hun!" She swallowed the lump in her throat and slowly stood up and went to her drawer. 
Date : 6th June, 2022
~"Baby, I'm Really sorry, Mumma is sorry , bachaa... Mumma ko careful rehna chahiye aapke liye aur Dekho aaj mumma ki wajah se aapko kuch...
But I Promise baby, Mumma ab bahut careful rahegi humesha aapko protect karegi , aapka khayal rakhegi. 
Mumma Loves You baby. Bye"~
Raavi closed her diary and felt a sense of relief. She took her phone and saw 10 missed calls of Shiva , that too of yesterday. 
She urgently called him but his Phone was switched off that moment. "Somnath, yeh kya chal raha hai, ho toh mein Shiva se baat nahi kar paa rahi jab usko phone kar rahi hun. Naa woh mujhse... Tu bas jaldi aa ja Shiva, hum dono ko teri zarurat hai ," Raavi said that while kissing her Mangalsutra.
She saw the notifications for her reports which are to be collected and thus after having some food that too on the insist of Suman, She was getting ready to leave. An unknown fear settled in her heart by the turn of events in a single day, But she made her mind strong. "Bas kar Raavi aur negative mat soch, Baby ke health ke liye sahi nahi hoga saare time aisi baatein sochna."