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Jonathan 

I mean honestly, what the hell?
They thought there was something going on between us? There was even a bet involved? What the actual hell?
Well then as it turns out i'm even more delusional than i thought, just in a different way.
"Yeah, well it was kinda obvious Johny, i mean seriously, he turns into a child when you're around, it's like he will do anything he thinks of just to get your attention. And you-you fall for it every time, your sarcasm becomes even more insufferable than usual, you make sure to put him in his place every single time, but by doing so you reveal just how much he got to you. Which of course makes him wanna do it again, which he does. And it goes on and on like that, hell it's been going on since Simon first brought him to your house. And it has not stopped yet."
"Uhm, no, just..no. That is so not like that, i mean we- he doesn't like me first of all.. the part where he tortures me my whole life is just because he's a giant toddler and has nothing better to do than waste my time. Okay that's all?" I explain shaking my head and trying to sound as convincing as possible, to whom exactly, i'm not sure.
"Yeah sure Johno, you keep telling yourself that, in the meantime i would like to discuss the fact that the first thing that you did right now was question his feelings for you, and not the other way around." She says with the exact kinda' face my therapist would make. 
"Yeah well i would not, so do you wanna hear me out, or do you wanna keep making extremely valid points?!"
"Fine, fine sorry. Go on."  
I take a deep breath and continue.  "So remember that party.." i go on to tell her about basically every single meaningful event that happened between me and Leo so far.
After about 25minutes, Calea stands up opens her mouth ready to say something then closes her mouth and sits back down, for some 5minutes she just sat there pondering. 
Finally she breaks the silence, with the most dramatic sigh. "I mean, w o w. Just wow. I don't even know where to start, no wait i do actually- Leo Duncan is absolutely and utterly obsessed with you."
To which i respond with the fakest laugh anyone has ever heard. Ha! Yeah right, shooore. 
"How did you get to that conclusion is beyond me. He regrets it Calea, he regrets all of it. I'm sure of it. I don't even understand why any of that even happened in the first place but that's not relevant okay? He was intoxicated for the most of it so it didn't even mean anything. What's important now is that i get myself out of this situation entirely, okay?"
"Jonathan, sweetie, I love you like a brother i never had, but you're being so utterly stupid right now that it makes me want to bang my head against the wall. Okay?"
"Okay well first of all, you have like..two brothers, and secondly that was extremely hurtful so.." I say as i'm getting my chemistry books out my locker.
I don't get why is she so sure of this, there's no way, it just doesn't make sense okay? Uh.
"Why is it sooo difficult for you to believe that a person, a human being, could actually like you, Jonathan, the best human i have ever known to exist? Huh?" She says making me fall into an overthinking spiral, once again.




Leo



I stormed out of the cafeteria as soon as I saw Mark returning to the table. I can't fucking stand him right now. I feel the sudden urge to smash his face into a wall so I think I made the right decision by leaving.
What the hell was that? What was he thinking? What does he want from Jonathan? Why was he standing so close to him?? And why the fuck is Jonathan paying him any attention at all???