AN OPEN LETTER TO SELF
Dear self
its me your old self, hows have you been lately? As for me, i dont know how I’m coping. I’m trying but seems like everything is falling apart. A day doesn’t pass without me shedding tears. Its exhausting, I’m exhausted. Sometimes i feel like screaming, like cursing. It hurts so bad that i cant fake it any more.
Sometimes i feel like I’m losing myself all over again, I’m trying but my heart, soul and mind cant take it any more. Sometimes i feel like my head is about to explode. Been trying so hard to forget but i cant forgive. Ever curse the day you were born, Sometimes i do. I dont know any more.
If it wasn’t for my daughters or my mom i would have long taken my life. It hurts, it hurts so bad and sometimes i just want to end it all.
