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I heard my alarm go off ugh how much I hate Mondays but at the same time I don't hate it that much though as i can see Haruto but i am kinda embarrassed today to be honest as the last time we were together i cried like a baby.
But i still lazily got up and started doing my morning routine. After finishing up i had breakfast with brother and left for school. 
"Wassup" Beomgyu said after seeing me enter the class. BRO I WAS TRYING TO REMAIN INCOGNITO. but well Haruto looked up and smiled at me i awkwardly returned back the smile and took quick steps to my seat. "Bitch you messed up my plan" i scolded Beomgyu "what plan?" "Umm well-" "GUYSSSSSSSSSS" saved by jisung. We saw a over excited jisung jumping around and Yuna is trying hard to keep him in control. "JISUNGGGGGGGGG" I Replied to him in the same tone as i know how happy he is and it's really cute to see him like this. Jisung came towards me and hold my hand as we started to jump in the same place together, embarassing my friends. I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulders trying to calm me down i knew it was Yuna as Beomgyu is trying to calm jisung. "You don't want detention again right?" FUCK I KNOW THIS VOICE. I awkwardly looked behind to see Haruto, he shuffled my hair and brought his face down to my height "you are cute" i heard him say and then the teacher decided to end this cute moment by announcing his presence. 
I went back to my seat "bro the only thing that was left was a kiss" Jaemin excitedly said i feel my cheeks burning up "shut up jaemin" he laughed quietly "but someone doesn't seem to like it though" i looked at him and followed his eyes to find Clara glaring at me so i gave her the 'bitch-fight-me' look as i smirked and showed my middle finger to her. She wasn't expecting it. I moved my eyes away and focused on the class instead.
It was break time, after using bathroom i was washing my hand when Clara with her minions came in i rolled my eyes and gave her no attention. "Listen here girl" she started to speak "stay fucking away from My Haruto" immature and stupid. I just ignored her whole presence and walked past her. People like her doesn't scare me. Theh don't worth my attention.
I was walking down the corridor when I saw Haruto with Jungwoo and Jaehyuk at his locker. "Bro you are literally the star here" i heard jungwoo say to Haruto. I decided to go towards them because after all they are like my friends too so why not. After coming a bit closer i understood what they were talking about. Haruto's locker is filled with letters with cute stickers and all. There were like so many things staring from letters, chocolate, Little presents and more. He is so perfect, i can never be good enough for him. "Wow" i couldn't help but react. "Huh Yujin?" Haruto looked towards me "i heard you guys so decided to see what you guys are up to, hope you don't mind" "why would we mind Jihoon's sister" jaehyuk said he is always polite and nice. I smiled at him and averted my eyes to the letter which was in Haruto's hand ' Alexa'. Wait isn't she the popular senior who every guy and even girls die for. I felt insecure. "That's a l-lot of gifts" i looked at Haruto "they mean nothing to me" he closed the locker. "Let's go guys" Haruto started walking away with Jungwoo and Jaehyuk. "Yujin you aren't coming?" Haruto asked after realising i am not following them "oh no i have something to do actually you guys carry on" i excused myself but the worried face on Haruto was clear.
I went straight to rooftop as it's the only place where you can be away from chaos. I felt the breeze hit my face. I sat on a bench. I know my next class has already started but i don't feel like it. I know i shouldn't feel like this. But i just don't feel okay. I feel like there are so many better people out there and Haruto is literally perfect so I can never be good enough for him. I am not even super smart or super pretty. I am just an average girl who just seems to fit in and be invisible. When there are so many girls who are away better than me chasing him how can I ever even think of getting him. Specially girls like Alexa are chasing him. The ' goddesses' of our school. Clara is a pretty girl too but her personality is shitty but Alexa her behaviour is so elegant. He probably would be happier with her. I felt a drop of tears drop from my eyes. And soon i started to cry silently. 
Haruto Pov
I was waiting for Yujin to enter class the whole time but she never did. I am getting worried now and waiting for the clas to end. Finally the bell rang. I didn't waste a minute and immediately run to search for her. I looked down the corridor, classrooms, and all the places that i appears infront of my face, even i sent Yuna to check the girl's washroom. The only place was left was the rooftop. I run to see a sight which completely broke my heart. Yujin was hugging herself as she was silently crying, i don't know what happened to her but i run and hugged her i could see she got schocked but eventually hugged me back. We stayed like that silently until she calmed down. "You are okay now?" I silently asked her as she nodded her head. "What happened?" "Nothing" "you can say me i will help you please" i begged her "it's okay you can't help me" "why! Please i can't see you cry!!" I almost shouted and regretted immediately "sorry-" "You can't okay!! You can't help me to be smarter or prettier!! Or like be good enough!!! I can never be good enough i know that!!" Seeing her cry like these and saying stuffs like that broke me. 
I cupped her cheeks and said "you are perfect Park Yujin" and brought my face closer to her and slowly connect my lips with her.