Chapter 43: I'm Pregnant?

                                    

                                          
SEVERUS POV
The graduation ceremony has ended and we are all about to go wish the rest of the children a happy summer.. 
Where is she? He says to himself while looking around for (Y/N)... The past three days have been very odd, she hasn't been acting normal... She says she doesn't feel bad or different, but something seems off.. So losing sight of her right now is not making him feel the greatest.. 
He turns around and sees her standing off to the side talking to Hagrid.. He takes a deep sigh, but notices she looks paler than normal... 
"Alright all teachers and staff please line up by the gate to tell the children goodbye!" Minerva says with a clap as she grabs at the hem of her dress and starts walking towards the gate.. 
(Y/N) makes eye contact with Severus, turns and says something to Hagrid. Then hurriedly starts walking towards Severus.. 
"Honey? Are you ok? You look worried sick" (Y/N) says as she grabs his hand and stands in front of him.. 
He picks up her face with his hand and starts investigating her skin tone... 
You really should go see Madam Pomfrey.. You don't look well... 
"Severus" (Y/N) sighs.. 
"You have been telling me for a week now that I seem off, or I look sick.. You have been telling me I have not been eating and even that I am using the restroom more frequently.. But I have told you multiple times that I feel fine..." 
"You know (Y/N)... You do look a little paler than normal.." Hearing Hagrids rough voice come from behind you both.. 
Glad I am not the only one who has noticed, thank you Hagrid for pointing out what I just told (Y/N) 
She rolls her eyes, "Fine, I will go see her first thing in the morning... Now let's tell these kids goodbye properly.." 
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YOUR POV
"I am going to go check on the house, go ahead and go to our quarters and I will meet you there shortly.." He leans down and kisses the top of your head.. 
They began building the house the second you told Severus what you wanted your house to look like. Honestly you were so excited for this home, and wanted it to be finished now! They told him yesterday that they probably had one to two more months till it was finished.. 
Once you got to your room, you walk in the bathroom and begin shedding the layers.. You look at yourself in the mirror and realize you do look slightly paler than normal.. Maybe Severus and the others are right.. You sigh and throw on your night gown and make your way to the bedroom... You are fixing to crawl in the bed when Severus walks in.. 
"Hello beautiful.." He walks quickly over to you and wraps you in an embrace... and kisses you on the cheek.. 
You smile and love the warmth that is now enveloping you.. He turns you and looks you over, his hands run along your arm and he sighs... 
"Dear... I am really worried about you..." 
I know... I love you and I understand you are scared... I will go see her first thing in the morning...
He kisses you and sighs... "I am going to shower, then I will come and join you.."
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You still looked pale this morning, and for the first time you actually don't feel too hot... You are really lightheaded, and things feel fuzzy... Maybe your blood sugar is low or something. You used to struggle with that a lot when you were a kid. 
"Good Morning dear!" Madam Pomfrey says coming to hug you.. 
"What is going on? You look a little pale?"
You aren't the first person to say this, Severus has been telling me for about two weeks that I don't seem ok.. Even though today is the only day I have really felt bad..
"Well let me runs some tests and we will see what the problem is, I am sure we will get this figured out soon and get you out of here. "
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You laid in the bed, the naeusa was gone and you were already feeling a lot better. 
"Well dear, how are you feeling?" Madam Pomfrey walks in with a chart in hand and pulls up a seat right beside you.. 
I am feeling better, thank you.. How do I look? Any less pale? You say holding your hands up to your face and modeling 
" You do look a little less pale, but you may want to get used to the nausea and paleness... And maybe a lot more symptoms.. (Y/N)... You are pregnant...Against all odds! I am so happy for you!"  
Pregnant...I am pregnant? You feel the tears building up threatening to escape.. 
"Yes, I would say you are about 3 weeks.. Congratulations, You and Severus are going to be parents..." 
Th-thank you... Uh I need to go.. 
You get out of the bed and rush out the door, you fight back the tears and hold your stomach...Dashing through the halls and finally getting to your office.. You shut the door and begin the collapse onto the floor..
You are so happy to be having a baby, you have wanted one your whole life... And the fact that you are even pregnant is a miracle... But this means your visions, these vision could be coming true.. and that is not what you want..not what you want at all.. 

"(Y/N)? (Y/N)!" You hear Severus outside the door of your office and you can't see clearly.. the room is blurring.. 
The door swings open and you hear Severus' hurried footsteps and his arms wrapping around you.. 
"What is wrong my love, someone told me they saw you walking down the hall crying.." He runs one of his hands through your hair, then cupping your face to bring your gaze to his... 
You can't focus on him, he is blurred because of your tears... 
Severus...our visions... I don't want them to be real... 
"Dear, tell me what is wrong..." he rubs his thumb on your cheek... 
Severus, I'm pregnant...
"You're pregnant.. I am going to be a father.." 
Yes.. and someone is going to kill our baby..
"They will  have to kill me before they kill our baby.. Look at me" He says staring into your eyes...
Your vision begins to clear and you look into his dark orbs.. 
"Our baby will survive, these visions...they are nothing...We are going to be parents.. and the best damn ones out there. I will give everything I have for this child.. We will have this baby, and we will be happy..." He pulls you into a passionate kiss..
After a moment of kissing your amazing husband, you both stand up, but he suddenly bends down and puts a hand on your stomach and leans in.. 
"Hi, I am your father.. You're mother, is the most amazing woman in the whole world.. We can't wait to meet you."