Did I lose her forever?!

                                    

                                          

Debattama left without uttering a single word. He was aware that she was heartbroken.
She ran towards her room and closed the door on his face as he came after her.
She sat leaning on the door and he did it too," Mishtii.." he said as if his soul was calling her.
She bursted out crying and he couldn't control his tears anymore.
After a while,she said," leave me alone... Karan!"
He replied," nahi Mishtii..main tumhe aise nahi choor sakta.."
She said," tumne already choor diya tha Karan... please leave!"
He was shook..and he left.
Debattama in her room:
She was recalling every moment they spent together and then how he thought of leaving her on the basis of some stupid assumption he made.
She said in her broken voice," How can someone be this stupid? He blamed it all on me and was ready to leave me without even confronting me! How stupid of him?!"
Several thoughts came to her mind but that one thought stroke everytime she thought about him..
" Agar main nahi jati toh kya woh mujhe aise hi jaane deta?!"
Karanvir in his room:
"How can I be so stupid?!"
He was regretting how his subconscious mind overpowered his conscious mind.
"Mere andar itne insecurities hai mujhe kabhi realise hi nahi hua.."
" Main aise immature harkatein kyun karta hoon.."
" Mishtii Maan toh jayegi na?!"
" How can I blame it all on her?!"
Author's note: That's human nature to always blame it on the other rather than realising your own faults. Karan was no exception.
"Kya maine usse humesha ke liye kho diya ?!" "Did I lose her forever?!" This thought made him tremble from inside.
" No.no.. this cannot happen! Main apni bevakoofi ki wajah se mishit ko nahi kho sakta ...I will have to make up for my own mistake!"he was determined.
" Haan ...yeh sahi hoga" he was sure of his intention this time. This time it was his heart speaking.
The next day:
It was a hectic day of shoot. Everyone was busy with their work, rehearsing their lines and scenes. Karanvir was looking for Debattama when she comes out trying hard to look normal and hide her emotions. She was a great actress indeed, no one else understood except Karanvir that how hard she tried to look happy.
Karanvir, with a lot of courage to face her,went up to her but was scared of her anger or the outburst she might have once he goes in front of her, he witnessed something he never imagined.
As he went up to her she said,"oh..hii Karanvir Sharma!" and that felt as if he was being stabbed with a knife. Karanvir couldn't think of anything else and left that place.
She, on the other hand, had made up her mind to not beg for love from anyone even it is the love of her life. She felt it was enough being available for everyone especially to those who are willing to give up on her very easily.
Karanvir knew she was hurt but didn't think it was to such extent that it would change her nature like this. It would have easier to console her if she was angry but she had went silent and her silent acted as a salt over his wounds. Karanvir to himself," Kash wo mujhpe gussa karti , data deti meri bevakoofi par ya shayad gusse mein baat nhi karti,par uska aise behave karna ki kuch hua hi nahi hai mere bardast ke bahar hai."
"par main aise nahi haat par haat rakhe baith nhi sakta...I have to do something! Pehle I have to talk to her aur humare beech ke sare gilr sikve door karne honge....bakika bad mein dekha jayega."
And again he was looking for her....and he found her sitting in an corner rehearsing her lines. He felt a little sad because they always used to rehearse their lines together but he knew this was not the time to be upset on these matters.
He went up to her and this time with the intention of sorting out the matter. He said," mishtii...aaj akele hi sab kar rahi ho?!"
She replied,"heinn?? Matlab?!"
He said in a cute manner," aaj mere bina hi apni lines practice kar rahi ho?"
She replied in a sarcastic manner,"kyunki yeh individual scenes hai..!"
He said," achha aisa kya ? maine script dekha hi nahi"
She said," karan tumhe lagta hai inn bachkani harkatoon se mein maan jaungi?...aur agar tumhe aisa lagta hai toh kabhi nahi!!" and she was to about to leave for her scene. 
He replied to her as she was about to leave, " kya karoon tum agar apna bachpana chor meri tarah aise... mooh saraye ghumogi toh mujhe to bachkani harkatein karni hi hogi."
She looked at him and left for the scene.
He could feel her pain as he could see it in her eyes. The pain in her eyes made him feel more guilty.
After the shoot karanvir decided to have a one on one word with her without any disturbances.
He sweetly left a chit outside her room saying," I know you are hurt but please meet me at the terrace." It had his name written on it.
She tried to ignore him, scrambled the chit and had thrown it on the floor. 
She was being very restless but was adamant at the same time. She had decided she would not go and will not talk to him.
Karanvir had lightened up the terrace with beautiful lights. A comfortable yet romantic date set-up was arranged by him with the pure intention of just speaking his heart out to her and expecting nothing from her side. He was guilty and was ashamed of cooking up a story in his head ignoring the reality. He was ashamed of hurting a person's feelings especially when it was his love, his mishtii.
Karanvir praying ," mishtiii.. main janta hoon tum dukhi ho aur gussa bhi..... par please mujhe ek chance dedo...please aa jao."
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