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{Oikawa's POV}
I flopped down onto the bed, 'Tsumu in Suga's room dong who knows what. I check my phone, wondering if Hajime had texted me.
There was nothing.
I sighed, rolling over. Why did everything seem so complicated lately?
I just got with my crush, my boyfriend doesn't know we have another partner yet, there was that hot guy... Sakusa? 
I scrolled through TikTok aimlessly, the memes not helping lift my spirits. I put my airpods in, hitting shuffle on my sad playlist and turning the volume all the way up.
Before I knew it I was crying, my head a messy jumble of regrets, anger, confusion and anxiety.
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I felt tired, my body drained of its energy as my crying ceased. I heard the door crack open and I quickly hid my face in the pillow. I didn't was anyone to see me like this.
"Hey, Tooru? You up?" Atsumu said softly, walking over to the bed. "I can see you're not asleep, your airpods are still playing and your breathing is uneven."
I slowly turned my head toward him, and sympathy quickly found its way onto his face. "Hey, what's wrong?" he asked, laying down next to me.
I just shook my head, tears threatening to spill again. He took my airpods out, setting them in their case, and cuddled into me. I felt my breathing slowly even out, my exhaustion giving way to sleep.
I didn't know then, but that night changed a lot.
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angst angst angst cause i'm sad rn 😍❗️
but like
i'm working on the chapter that's actually what the title implies
yes besties, im working on the BOYFRIEND APPLICATIONS REVIEW CHAPTER!!
be excited, get excited, idk