What are we?

                                    

                                          
-SNEHA POV-
Tomorrow is the fourth date, and here I am.
Laying on my bed and soaking in all the feelings I have for him. He was so easy to love.
He made me feel safe. He made crossing a road feel like an adventure; with his hand of the small of your back. He laughed at things casily, he was soft, gentle, kind. He listened to the words, and to my silence.
"Come here," he would say, with his arms open wide, and I would go. "Stay," he would beg, and I would stay.
And I would stay. (Unknown)
How just seeing him makes me happy, this was the reality then too when I was 18 and had a crush on him and now too when I am 24 and I am in love with the same guy. Oh, I am in love.
And I couldn't sleep even for a second, he was in my thoughts all night.
I look like a zombie and I have a date!!
Thankfully it is a very homely movie thing, but I need energy.
Coffee, my saviour. I need an outfit too, but do I need to dressup? It is at his place - literally across the hall. I will do basic today, I just cannot think more now.
I get ready and go over.
He opens the door with a huge smile, Tan is running out to greet me. And he passes by?
He wasn't here to see me? He rushes back to Tae.
I look up and chuckle in my embarrassment, "I think I have lost my favourite spot to you."
He laughs, "No no."
"I can see that proud smile you got when he came to you, don't lie."
"Did I?"
"Yes" I said giving all the emphasis on the word.
"If it makes you feel any better, my favourite spot is empty. You can take if you want." He smiled with that sly expression and deep voice.
I, how can he say those things so easily. I hope I am not blushing.
But I haven't learnt how to lose, "I am still thinking about it, and hello you."
He smiled and gestured me to get in.
I looked at him and said, "We are twinning!" We both are wearing White-Blue combo.
He gave his boxy smile and I knew he will say something flirty, " More like couple outfits?"
Agh, I am so done with him.
I sighed, "Ofcourse" and went to the couch beside Yeotan. I wonder when did he leave Mr.Kim's side. 
We watched the movie rather silently, I like that. We are both silent watchers, but it is not like we were not together. I did lean on him most of the time, but I haven't told him how I feel yet.
Should I? 
Ugh, It's just commitment scares me. But I can do this. I know there is no way out of this love and these things I feel for him, I want to be able to come home to him. I don't think I would be able to function without him now.
"What are you thinking?" he looked at me with his undivided attention.
I lied, "Pondering on having coffee or not?"
"Should I make you a cup?"
I looked at him in shock, "You will?"
He smiled, "Only for you."
What, what? I mean, Just take my heart. I hope, I am not showing what his words do to me.
"Just marry me already." I blurted. 
Umm, me and my stupid mouth? How can I...ugh never mind.
He looked at me, with those big eyes.
Then smiled, "I would."
I chuckled, and maybe blushed a little. I don't have anything to top that. He didn't expect an answer too, he resumed making a cup of coffee for me!!! 
He looks so much like a barista.
"Where did you learn this?" I asked
He chuckled, "Saw some videos."
Oh, "When?"
He looked at me with those eyes, like I know the answer. And I do. It is probably after we started this dating thing. My mind went 'Husband Material'.
He stopped all my thoughts, 
"Here, try it."
I smiled and asked, "Can I take a picture of you?"
He asked baffled, "Why?"
I smiled, "Because no reason."
Because you made it for me, it is something like redemption. I haven't done something to earn it, but this love, him. It is like they just found me sitting on bench in winter having coffee. (Atticius)
I clicked his picture, oh that's gonna be staying with me forever. 
"Now try it, tell me how is it?"
I tasted it, all smiling and forgetting it was hot.
Which let to me burning my tongue, "Agh, hot."
He rushed and grabbed some water, "Ah, I should have warned you."
I drank some water and said, "I was just excited."
He smiled one those with a little laughter, probably thinking something I will never know. Anyways, I tried my coffee for the second time. It is perfect, I mean that's makes me love him more. I don't know why am I like this, but him making a cup of coffee for me made me fall for him a little more.
"It's really good, thank you!" I reply.
His smile, he looking like a schoolboy who just impressed his teacher on some project.