016| Separation

                                    

                                          
Sarrow
I knock on the door for the third mother fucking time. I've call Lily so many times and she still hasn't answer. There is mascara running down my face. 
My eyeliner is smudge and I look like hell. I feel like I went through hell and back honestly. I can't believe he fucked me up like that. 
That fucking dumbass, the more I stand here the more angry I get.I kick the door as if that will help with anything. 
All my problems end with him. Fuck him. Fuck him. Fuck him. I pretty much yell at myself. "Holy fuck" I hear some guy whisper from behind me. I turn around and I see him. 
Elijah.
"What the fuck do you want?" I spat at him. I take a step back and a deep breath in.
"You have a key?" I glare at him holding out my hand. He nods his head and gives me the key. "Are you um okay?" He as the mother fucking audacity to ask. 
I roll my eyes and in a lowly voice say, "I've meet the devil and she doesn't play around."  He gulps and nods his head. 
I open the door and search for Lily. "Where the fuck is Lily?" I hold him up by collar waiting for an answer.
"She'll be back in 10 minutes she went to the store." I drop him down back on his feet. "Tell her to meet in her room code fucking red." I tell him while gently handing the keys to him.
 After a few moments I hear the front door open. I hear shushed voices and wait for Lily to come. "What's wrong babe?" She asks gently. 
"A couple nights ago me and Fallon had sex. Has a dare 5 minutes in heaven." I start, "The next morning he was fine everything was fine." I trail off. 
"But that evening he acted like nothing happened said the sex was a dare and only a dare." I break down at this point. 
"I want to get revenge, show him what he's missing." I announced to her. Her frown slowly turned into a grin. 
"Elijah let's go to Parker's party after all." He nods his head. "What time does it start again?" She asks, he pulls out his phone and scrolls through some texts. 
"10:30" he replies. We have about 2 hours to get some dresses and make up. Let's show this fucker up. Lily takes my hand and drags me into her car. She's always had a habit of that. 
We of course listen to Taylor Swift on the way there. We are currently sin- actually yelling through Dear John. "DEAR JOHN, I SEE IT ALL NOW THST YOU'RE GONE" I yell singing about Fallon. Fallon. I miss him. 
When I left it was like part of me also left. I can't stand it. I want Fallon. I need Fallon. It's so fucking hard to breathe without him. 
I didn't realized tears were coming down my face until I tasted the salty water coming from my cheeks. I want my Fallon back, what if he's moved on already? He doesn't need me anymore? I need him. 
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We get to the party and I'm in a yellow dress while Lily is in red. We lost Elijah along the way. Lily trusts him and as long as she's happy I'm happy. I don't have a negative opinion on him besides he doesn't have a personality at all. 
"Thank you Lily!" I shout over the music while we were jumping around. That's how we dance around here."You're welcome let's go take a shot." I nod my head and follow her. 
We make our way over the kitchen and Lily pours our drinks. Knowing Lily she probably is getting whiskey or  beer. Honestly hope it's whiskey I'll forget about Falcon. 
She hands me my drink and take the shot. I shake my head as Lily cheers me on. I feel the burning sensation down my throat. 
Lily grabs my hand and we go back to the dance floor. "Lily I have to use the bathroom come with me." She nods her head and I smile up at her. 
Even in heels Lily is still taller than me. Tall bitch is gonna break my neck one day. 
We make our way into the bathroom. Honestly the bathroom is my favorite place out of everything else when I'm drunk. 
Once I'm done me the hallway was clear. So he could practically hear everything. "Elijah, faster baby fuck." We hear some girl moan. Lily looks at me and I nod. 
We follow the moaning into some bedroom. "You wanna go in first?" I whisper to Lily so we don't get caught. She nods and slowly opens the door. The door creeks a little. 
The two of them are so busy they don't notice me or Lily. I get behind Lily, "What the fuck Elijah?" I hear Lily basically yell at him. 
He scrambles off of the girl. "It's not what it looks like." He swears up and down "We heard it you dumb bitch." I slur Lily looks back at me and takes my hand .
"Come on Sarrow let's go." She demands and I nod my head.
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