Ch. 9 - We Hold The Moonlight

                                    

                                          
"It seemed like I got closer so I called you with a fluttering heart but there's no answer."
Selene 6.23 by Shinee
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... but to make everything back to how it was before, Ohm and Nanon needed something more than just to be able to caress each other again. They watch movies and eat together, also Ohm still sleep in Nanon's room for few times when Nanon insisted that he did not want to sleep yet. Ohm was there to make sure Nanon sleep on time.
Was that having positive effect for Nanon? Not really. They argued time to time and sometimes Ohm just could not conform with Nanon. Most of the time, they could not help but shouting to each other. At the end, either Ohm sulked or Nanon was angry to the point he almost broke down. 
And Nanon hated it. He hated that he could not go somewhere else, doing something else, indulging in more energetic activities everytime he felt sad for involving in disagreement with Ohm. He used to do that during these two years. Now, he had no choice but being emotionally open since he attached to Ohm who he had held dearly before and now his presence triggered him deeply.
Luckily, their interaction had gradually back to normal. That was the reason why the remaining two months went by so fast.
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July 15th, 20xx. Millennium Residence, Bangkok. 03.00 PM.
This day, Nanon had a photoshoot, so Ohm was alone since the moment he woke up. There were so much thing going around in his mind. First, why their interaction suddenly came back to normal? He was glad, but something was not alright. 
Ohm, while lying on the sofa, recollected every pieces of their moments that had led them to this stage. He remembered that Nanon was crying, unable to continued his step and Ohm hugged him from the back. Was that mean I am the one who starts to normalize our relationship? Ohm hissed and shook his head, denying the conclusion in his head. 
Second, after two years long of stop interacting with each other, why did it feel like they were closer more than ever?
"Or we were probably this close but I just forget how was it back then," Ohm took it easy when he felt that he would be burdened by his own thought. Still, there was something that tickled him about this relationship.
The moment when Nanon hugged him in front of the elevator suddenly came back to Ohm. That time, Ohm was upset about himself that he had no time to be dumbfounded about it. "He is always warm," Ohm commented. Even though his mind had been thinking about something else, the feeling Nanon left in Ohm's body was real.
Click!
Slowly, the front door was opened. Nanon came back alone, without his manager. When Nanon saw Ohm on the sofa, he lifted a plastic bag in his hand. "Do I have to eat this by myself?" he asked.
Ohm grinned. He got up and took a set in the dining room. "What do you have there?"
"I bought too much food, I think," Nanon took the styrofoam boxes out one by one. "We won't need to go out at night."
Ohm's jaw slacked, "Are there more? This is too much," Ohm was amazed that Nanon had not done with the boxes. He knew Nanon had this habit to buy foods more than he needs although he could not finish them.
"For breakfast, maybe?"
Ohm laughed. "Fine, we'll eat it one by one," he surrendered. "What should we eat first?"