Nineteen

                                    

                                          
So school finally started. I made a few friends in my classes but, I mainly stuck with Matt and Ari. I just walked out of class and I had an hour until my next class so I was just waiting for Matt and Ari. We always went to have lunch on my hour break.
"Hey beautiful."
I looked up at Ari and Matt.
"Hey."
I gave them a light smile and stood up. 
"How was class?"
"Really good. How's your day been?"
I shrugged my shoulders.
"Uneventful I suppose."
We walked into the student cafe and we went to get what we wanted. 
"So meet anyone yet?"
I looked up at Ari's questioning face. 
I wish she would stop asking that. I have no interest in anyone else. Only Oliver. Yes even after two months of our breakup.
"No. Same as yesterday Ari."
I looked at Matt and he was giving me his Usual I'm sorry face. I gave him a light smile. It was Ari we both knew how she was. 
"Well you need to."
I looked at her  and sighed. 
"I know. Im just not ready yet."
"Honey it's been two months. It'll be three months in what a week."
I looked at her and nodded my head. She gave me a sad disappointed look. She wanted me to move on from Oliver. She just wanted me to be happy. 
"You can't use your vibrator your whole life."
I looked at her and my eyes got wide. Matt smiled his cheesy ass grin and I covered my red embarrassed face.
"Your the one that told me to buy it."
"Well yeah. You need to cum but, it's not the same thing."
I looked at her smiled shaking my head.
"Trust me. I know."
Ari smiled at me and we kept eating.
"Do you work tomorrow?"
Ari looked at me and shook her head no. 
"Why?"
"I made us a nail appointment."
Ari smiled.
"I fucking love you."
I looked at her and started laughing. 
"I have to pee. I'll be back."
Ari got up and headed for the bathroom.
"I'm sorry."
I looked at Matt and shrugged my shoulders.
"It's not your fault. We both know damn well how she is."
"Yeah that's true."
Matt grabbed his phone buzzing in his pocket. He just looked at me.
"It's your brother isn't it?"
"Yeah."
I looked at Matt and sighed.
"Answer it I'm fine."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah."
Matt didn't really believe my answer because he just looked at me for a second. He sighed before finally answering his face time call.
"Hey."
"Hey. What's up?"
Oliver sighed.
"Nothing just bored. Wanted to check in on you and Em. I haven't seen you for a few days."