"You want my jacket?" I asked her breaking the silence. She shook her head and rested her forehead on her arms that were resting on her knees.
                          
"You're only wearing a shirt under neat," she said her teeth chattering making a 'clink' noise.
                          
"So are you," I replied and she made a 'Ha' sound. "Let's go inside it's warmer."
                          
"And sweatier, I'd rather stay out here," she replied and she had a point. "Where's Harry anyway?"
                          
I opened my mouth to reply but closed it again, I furrowed my eyebrows together and she lifted her head to look at me. "Upstairs," I said my voice trailing off quietly.
                          
"Awesome!" she said sarcastically. She bit her lip, looked up at me and sighed. "I'm going home."
                          
She stood up and straightened her skirt out before turning to climb the stairs. I stood up and grabbed her wrist turning her around. "You said you couldn't forgive my family for whatever they did, right?" I asked her my breath coming out in a white puff due to how cold it was. 
                          
She nodded slightly and I smiled sadly, inching my face a bit closer. "I hope you'll forgive me for this though." 
                          
I closed the gap and crashed my lips against her soft ones. She didn't move and when I was going to pull away her lips moved and they started to move in sync with mine but after a very few seconds she pulled away her eyes wide. She gulped and move a step backwards, she slowly backed away from me and towards the door, away from me. I wanted to say something but no words came out of my mouth.
                          
"You shouldn't have done that," she whispered and turned around to open the back door but someone else opened it. Jesy appeared, looked at Hazel then at me. "I have to go, bye Jesy."
                          
"Bye," Jesy replied with a smile. Hazel looked at me once more and entered inside. Jesy looked at me with an 'I-Told-You-So' look. She closed the back door and looked at me in a mother sort of way. "I told you she's not a toy, Zayn!"
                          
"I only kissed her!"
                          
"You have a girlfriend!" she said her eyes wide. "Are you even aware of that or is she a toy, too!?"
                          
"I'm only with Sophie because people expect me to be with her Jes and you know that well! If it was for me I would be dating a girl I really like and not because she's popular or whatever at school and because three quarters of the the school expect me to be with her!"
                          
She sighed and looked at me. "You only have to break up with her."
                          
"Oh, yeah, sure, piece of cake!" I said sarcastically. "She'll go mental and probably come crying on my porch!"
                          
She scrunched her face a bit then nodded agreeing with what I just said. She sighed and shrugged.
                          
"I know she hates me Jes, but I really like her and if I see her with someone ... I don't know I just can't bare to witness that!"
                          
She slightly tilted her head to one side and looked at me with a soft expression. "This is the 'Zayn' that people need to see and not the one you act to be. If you want her to be yours you can't just snap your fingers together and bam! she's yours. You have to work hard to get a girl like her, she deserves the best and Sophia doesn't deserve you Zayn, you're too good for a girl like her. I'll help."
                          
I looked at her my eyebrows furrowed together, confused. "Help me?"
                          
"With Hazel," she replied and turned around, opening the back door and leaving with a goodbye.
                          
After a few seconds of the events that just happened a few minutes ago, I found myself smiling but Iwas too caught up to not realise a blonde headed watching everything.