"Is that why you shut us out?" You could hear the hurt in his voice, your heart breaking at the sound of it. You'd promised you'd never hurt either of them, yet in your stubbornness you'd done just that.
"I didn't mean to shut you out. I just didn't know how to deal with it."
Bucky turned you in his arms, lifting you so that your legs wrapped around his waist. He led you over to the sofa by the fireplace, settling you in his lap.
"You deal with it by telling us, by letting us help you.""I'm so sorry Buck."
"I forgive you, now tell me what happened."
You told him everything, every moment you'd had since you walked out of the party that night. Every minor detail, leaving nothing out. Hoping it would help regain his trust. You wanted him to know, more than that, you needed him to know.
"There's something else." You weren't sure how he was going to react to what you had to tell him other than Surtur's power becoming slightly lethal. "Odin's blessing. It was more than a formality. He bound our souls too."
'A heads up from Loki would've been nice'. Bucky thought to himself as he slightly shook his head. He didn't care about the effects of the blessing, he cared that the two people he loved most in the world were so stubborn they had a habit of hiding things from him.
"Slightly creepy, but not the end of the world.""It does mean we get the same lifespan as Loki though." You tried desperately to find something good to come out of this trip.
Bucky smiled up at you, his hands resting on your hips.
"Thousands of years loving you both? Sounds pretty good to me."You crashed your lips against his, unable to keep your hands off him any longer. You'd missed him in your stubbornness, the feel of him against you. The love you shared. You'd missed everything.
You pulled his top over his head before doing the same with yours. Bucky wasted no time in taking your nipple into his mouth. The sensation spreading that familiar tingle throughout your body as your underwear became damp with your arousal.
He began to grow beneath you, placing pressure on your engorged clit. Your hips rolled over him involuntarily. His hands gripped your hips tight, preventing you from moving. Pulling off you he smirked.
"You think I've forgotten about you shutting me out?""No." You shook your head, biting your lip.
"No what?" He growled at you, his hands gripping you tighter. You knew you'd have bruises there tomorrow.
"No Daddy."
"Good girl. Now get on your knees."
You scrambled off his lap, crawling between his legs. Bucky pulled his length free stroking it a couple of times.
"Come here." He cooed. You happily obliged, moving closer to him. "Open up doll." You opened your mouth, his hand moving to the back of your head as he guided you onto him. The salty taste hit the back of your throat, pulling a moan from you. You let Bucky set the pace, desperate to please him. His moans only turned you on more, knowing it was you that was the sole cause of it.He pushed your head down, holding you at the base of his cock as you struggled to breathe. When he let you up, you gasped pulling air into your lungs.
"I'm going to do that again, breathe through your nose okay? If you need me to stop, tap three times.""Yes Daddy."
He gently lowered you back onto him. Guiding you down slowly as he filled your mouth and throat. You relaxed, breathing through your nose. He started moving, using your mouth to chase his release.
"Fuck doll, feels so fucking good." He praised, sweat coating the both of you. He gave little warning before he came down your throat, holding you against him to make sure you swallowed it all. When he was completely empty, he gently pulled out of you.
Bucky helped you to your feet before leading you into the bed. He pulled your leggings and underwear off, smiling as he saw how wet you were for him.
"Spread your legs for me doll."
You complied, spreading yourself as far as your legs would allow. Bucky climbed onto the bed, running a cold metal digit through your folds. You shuddered at the contact, your head hitting the soft sheets below as he touched you where you craved him the most. He coated his fingers in your juices before sliding them inside you, his thumb rubbing circles over your sensitive nub.
The pressure in your stomach began to build, your legs shaking as your orgasm crashed over you. You cried Bucky's name as loud as you could as you clamped around his fingers. You expected him to slow down, or to slide inside you. Instead he sped up, twisting and curling his fingers as he pounded his fingers into you.
Before you knew it you were cumming again, the pleasure more intense than the time before. Again he didn't slow down, a satisfying grin on his face as you realised what he was doing. He wasn't denying you, or spanking you to punish you. He was going to make you cum until you were begging him to stop.
"I'm not done with you yet doll." He smirked before replacing his thumb with his mouth. Your thighs clamped down around his head as he sucked your clit into his mouth.
"F-fuck..B-Bucky..I-I..." You came again, gushing around his fingers, dripping onto the sheets below you. You could feel him smiling against you.
"I-I can't." You tried to push him off you, you were too sensitive.Bucky barely moved an inch, using his strength to keep himself against you. Your squirming only make your next release wash over you that much quicker. Your screams were accompanied with a stream of tears as your entire body shook around him.
Bucky knew instantly that you were at your limit. He gently slowed down, moving up your body peppering kisses over your face until you were smiling beneath him.
"You did so well doll. My good girl."His praise settled you in ways it never had before. What he'd done was more intense than any other punishment he had come up with. You were completely exhausted.
"Can you hold me Buck?" You whimpered out, shivering as you suddenly became cold."Of course doll, anything you need." He pulled you to his chest, pulling the sheets round you. "Are you okay?" He asked, slightly worried that he'd taken it too far.
"I will be, I just need to sleep."
"Then sleep doll. I love you." He kissed the top of your head.
You muttered out an "I love you too" before sleep swept over you.
Bucky sat worrying about what was going to happen next, and wondering where the hell Loki had gotten to. He hoped he wasn't doing anything stupid, but one thing he'd learnt about his husband; was to always expect the unexpected.
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