Chapter 6

                                    

                                          
TIME SKIP TO LIKE A WEEK LATER 
"Hey y/n/n"Elle said sitting next to you at a bench 
"Hey..."you said looking up at her her 
Then looking down 
"Hey are you-" 
"Y/nnnnnn oh y/n are you ok?" Imogen said yet again trying for the 50th time to talk to you 
"They are fine Imogen so if you don't mind and walking away"you look up to see Elle looking at Imogen who looked annoyed but then turned to you 
"Well if you do want to talk about anything you know where to find me ok bye now"
"Bye..."you said as she turned on her heal and walked away 
"Ok so I have something to tell you" you started drowning out Elles conversation to go back to your thoughts. 
The truth is you've been ignoring basically everyone except Elle,Tao,Isaac, Kayden and your parents. You have so much stuff on your mind own of them being about your sexuality and pronouns see for a month or two you've been looking at non binary and gender fluid but you definitely know that your one of them it's the second one your confused on the most. See you've developed this Crush on Nick but for a while you've sorta had feelings for a girl as well and you obviously know about bi and pan and all that it's just you never really thought it would happen to you 
"Y/n are you listening?" You snap out of your thoughts when Elle said your name 
"y/n are you ok you've been a bit...off lately" you looked at her then down at the table 
"I- I've got to go" you said grabbing your bad a blazer before walking away without another road 
"You went over ti the Feld to tell Kayden to not wait for you at the gate today since your going home also you can't just text him bc the last time you texted him and her replied was a year ago 
You saw him in the middle of playing rugby so you just stood at the side till he saw you and walked over to you 
"Hey y/n...is there something wrong?"
"I'm going home so Um yeah don't wait for me at the gate today...." You said avoiding eye contact "well bye now" you started walking off when you heard your name been called 
"Y/N" you see at the corner of your eye a dark blond running towards you 
"Y/n wait up plz" you feel tears stinging your eyes 
"Not now Nick"you said before walking out the gate 
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This one's meh can I be honest I right better I like 1 in the morning I think that's bc like my mind has more thought but anyway or maybe it's bc it leads to like the book/series so yah also sorry for not posting much I was on call to my friend last night and hung out with her today so yah